29/08/2021
A year by now you were gone… Grieving is something we can never let go, especially when a mother whose womb you have been in leaves and you realize how alone you are in this world suddenly… because nothing can replace a mother’s love…
You taught me so much… first how to be committed and love without question. You never gave up on me…
You taught me how to be patient and never have to explain myself. In so so many ways… it is even the very last lesson you gave me in life
How to be resilient. God were you a fighter! Even onto death
How to be kind. You were the kindest person I knew. Even onto death… you gave all your material things away before your death…
How to be a woman who stands on her own two feet 👣… because you never stopped…
I could go on and on… but you blessed me with the biggest transformation when you were dying and it is incredible that even in dying you took the time to teach me…
I am blessed that you chose to be my channel into this physical realm… and for that I am eternally grateful. I am grateful that I had the opportunity to tell you in the end because I never would have forgiven me if I hadn’t …
Your lessons and genes stay on to continue the work you started…
And today I will try to be happy that your pain is over and to understand that sometimes pain is necessary for growth and transformation.
To accept that death is a necessary part of the life we chose to be in and that life is just a temporal physical experience…
All the blame game I played on you is now making sense even as I go through my own experience as a mother!
And now from across the divide you continue to teach me…
Time will heal the pain for it is also part of the lesson I have to learn… to let go and to understand that all is as it should be…
I AM HAPPY FOR YOU MAMA… JOURNEY ON YOUR GOD GIVEN JOURNEYS AND OUR SPIRITS WILL MEET AGAIN SOMEDAY