10/11/2025
Get out, as far away as possible. You cant change them. They're like big voids. Empty, Souless, heartless, no empathy, incapable of committment. They lie, cheat, steal and always have another life going on in the background. They thieve your time, peace, self esteem, confidence and anything else they can. They would sell your soul, use anyone even their own children and throw anyone under a bus for their own pleasure. Leave and don't look back.
If someone ever asked me what hell feels like,**
I’d tell them — being in a relationship with a narcissist.**
It’s a slow burn that destroys you from the inside out.**
It doesn’t start with fire — it starts with warmth.
With charm, affection, and promises that feel like forever.
You think you’ve found your person, your peace, your home.
But slowly, the light shifts.
Their love turns into control. Their words into weapons. Their apologies into manipulation.
You stop recognizing yourself.
You start apologizing for everything — even the things they did.
You question your memory, your worth, your sanity.
That’s how narcissistic abuse works — not with one big explosion, but with a thousand tiny cuts that no one else can see.
You smile in public, but your soul is bleeding in silence.
You keep hoping they’ll go back to who they were — not realizing that version never existed.
The hell of loving a narcissist isn’t just the pain they cause.
It’s the emptiness they leave behind after they’ve taken every part of you that ever believed in love.
That’s what hell feels like.
And survival — that’s what heaven starts to look like.
