18/01/2026
Srinivasa Ramanujan, the brilliant Indian mathematician whose fame exploded when G.H. Hardy discovered his unique genius. It is always depressing when one thinks of Ramanujan's life in Cambridge; how he struggled with the cold weather, an alien culture and absence of familiar vegetarian food; which is brought out so well in 'The Man Who Knew Infinity'. One has always been fascinated by his devotion to Namagari, his Kuldevi who he said would write equations on his tongue when he was sleeping at night.
One felt restless at the thought that despite his intense connection with his Kuldevi, his deep Tapas, he had no respite from problems and went on to develop serious health complications and ultimately returned to India to spend his last days. One felt a kind of childish anger at the thought that the Devatas are so unkind to their Bhaktas. Why this is so.
1. In Hindu thought, devotion is not a contract
Hinduism never presents bhakti as a transactional bargain: “I pray, therefore my life will be easy.”
Even the most fervently protected devotees—Prahlada, Dhruva, Draupadi, the Pandavas—endure intense suffering.
The Kuladevi is not a dispenser of comfort, but a guardian of destiny and dharma. Protection does not mean insulation from hardship; it means guidance through it.
Ramanujan himself never believed Namagiri Devi existed to make his life comfortable. He believed she existed to reveal truth.
2. Karma operates independently of devotion
A central Hindu doctrine—clearly stated in the Gita, Upanishads, and Brahma Sutras—is that:
Prārabdha karma (karma already fructifying in this birth) must be lived through, even by saints and jñānis.
Devotion can:
give clarity
give inner strength
give direction
sometimes soften the blow
But it does not erase prārabdha karma.
Śaṅkara himself died young.
Ramakrishna suffered cancer.
Ramana Maharshi endured illness.
Ramanujan endured poverty, social isolation, and illness.
In Hindu metaphysics, this is not injustice—it is cosmic continuity.
3. His suffering was inseparable from his genius
Ramanujan’s mathematical creativity did not arise from a stable, modern academic environment. It arose from:
solitude
obsession
near-ascetic intensity
a mind unencumbered by institutional conditioning
The same conditions that made his life hard also made his work unprecedented.
Hindu texts repeatedly show that extraordinary instruments are forged under pressure, not comfort. The Devi does not shape her instruments gently.
4. The Kuladevi gives artha and artha-ātīta outcomes, not luxury
In many South Indian traditions, the Kuladevi is approached not for wealth or ease, but for:
buddhi (intelligence)
pratibhā (creative intuition)
smṛti (retentive memory)
anugraha (grace)
Ramanujan received these in overwhelming measure.
If one measures divine grace by material stability, his life looks tragic.
If one measures it by civilizational impact, it was astonishingly abundant.
Few humans have altered the course of a discipline so profoundly in so short a life.
5. Hindu theology never equates suffering with divine neglect
This is a crucial civilizational difference.
In Hinduism:
suffering ≠ abandonment
struggle ≠ divine failure
hardship ≠ lack of grace
Often, suffering indicates that a being is walking a non-ordinary path.
Ramanujan himself said that equations came to him as visions, which he then had to justify rationally. That is not the language of someone who felt forsaken.
6. The Devi gave him exactly what he asked for
Ramanujan did not ask Namagiri Devi for:
money
comfort
longevity
social recognition
He asked for truth.
And Hindu theology is brutally honest about this:
Truth is not gentle.
Genius is not comfortable.
Grace does not promise ease.
7. A Hindu way of reading Ramanujan’s life
From within the Hindu framework, Ramanujan’s life is not a story of unanswered prayer.
It is a story of terrifyingly precise grace.
The Devi did not make him prosperous.
She made him immortal.
*And in Hindu terms, that is not a tragedy.*