24/04/2019
This is all about your perception of yourself, the energy you bring and understanding for yourself that you are enough, more than enough and more than capable. We live in a world that we are constantly being told we cant do this or that for a whole list of reasons.
Reasons we have chosen to believe. We all have a list, each and everyone one of us and sometimes that list has a way of creeping in and I’m here to tell you to punch it in the throat. Stop that s**t.
I’d like to start with an example…. Most of you are aware of my upbringing and how I was taught my craft. There came a point when I was finally alone in this world with no one to turn to for guidance in my craft anymore and I started to doubt myself. I honestly felt like I wasn’t good enough, I didn’t know enough, I wasn’t smart enough, I didn’t know “All the Witch Things” I wasn’t strong enough, I wasn’t “wise” enough. I simply wasn’t good enough. I didn’t value myself, so no one else would. Why should they?
I had to remind myself, and it wasn’t easy. I had to give myself all the reasons why I was good enough and I know this craft and I got this. Just because I am different and I don’t know anyone else that practices like I do, didn’t mean I wasn’t good at my craft. I had to remind myself of all the times I was successful, I had to remind myself of the daily practices I did that proved that I was indeed more than good enough.
And when things didn’t go my way, because that definitely happens. Witch or no Witch, s**t happens. I had to tell myself to not believe the lie that would start to sink into my head that again… I wasn’t good enough. I had to make a choice to not hold back and not believe the lie. I had to just keep going, because whats the other option? Believe the lie that I am not enough and sit back down on the couch and just do nothing? Not acceptable!
All too often we can find ourselves falling into this cycle and believing this lie. Whether we have told it to ourselves or someone told it to us. We chose to believe it and accept it as truth and do nothing about it. But it won’t serve you and won’t do you any good in the long term. Accepting this lie as truth is on you, and you alone. Hard to hear, but its true. Took me a minute to swallow that jagged pill.
I’ll ask you to take a look at all your reasons why you think you’re not good enough and then flip it. List all the ways you are. List all the times you have done something you didn’t think you could. Doesn’t matter what it is, the point is that you are capable and have proved to yourself you are. You just haven’t acknowledged it. You have been successful.
On this manifestation journey if you are starting to feel like you are not good enough, that you do not deserve that thing you are working on because it is not coming up as fast as you want. I’m telling you that you are. Even if you fail, who cares… Try again and again.
You get as many turns as you like, you get to start over as many times as you like. This is your journey.
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