02/11/2021
When you grow up in a family of chaos, trauma, addiction, or disorganized energy, you slowly become accustomed to the energy, your nervous adapts, and it becomes the normal for you.
When become an adult chaotic energy is what you seek, it’s what you will try to create in every situation, its all you know, so you’re drawn to it.
Peaceful, calm, organized energy feels uncomfortable and actually you don’t feel at home there. So you’re triggered and try to sabotage the conversation or you run.
Drop a 💙 if you feel this.
(Mental note: When we are raised by a parent who was “never wrong”, the result can be an adult who sacrifices parts of who they are in an attempt to keep the peace. - geek)