Matthew Bartolo

05/04/2026

05/04/2026

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04/04/2026

There was a time, not very long ago, when conversations about s*x in Malta were pushed to the margins of the day.

If they happened at all, they happened quietly, often after 11pm, framed as something slightly inappropriate and best kept private. You felt it in the hesitation, in the language people avoided, and in the way curiosity was often accompanied by embarrassment.

When I began working as a s*x therapist in Malta, I stepped into that exact reality. It was not just that people struggled with s*xual difficulties. It was that they had very little space to speak about them openly. What I encountered in the therapy room was often silence shaped by upbringing, religion, fear of judgement, and a lack of language. People were not only dealing with the issue itself, but with the weight of not being able to name it.

Being the first in this field locally was not about recognition. It was about navigating uncertainty. There was no clear framework to follow, no established public discourse to build on. Every conversation, whether in therapy, in workshops, or in media, required careful positioning. The aim was never to push boundaries for the sake of it, but to create enough safety for people to realise that these conversations were allowed.

A defining moment in that journey was co-producing Is-Sess, the first and, to date, only documentary in Malta focusing on s*x and s*xuality. At the time, the challenge was not simply producing it, but deciding what it should stand for.

There is always a pull, particularly with topics like s*x, towards what is easy to consume. Sensational content. Simplified narratives. Something that generates quick engagement without requiring much reflection. That route was available to us. It would have been easier, and probably more commercially appealing.

But it would have missed the point.
From the outset, I was clear that the documentary had to reflect the complexity of real experiences. That meant discussing prostitution without reducing it to voyeurism or moral judgement. It meant exploring the tension between love and s*x, rather than treating them as interchangeable. It meant addressing s*xuality and disability, a topic that was largely ignored despite being deeply relevant.

These were not easy areas to include. There was resistance, often subtle. Suggestions to soften certain segments. Concerns about how audiences might react. A quiet but persistent pressure to make the content more “acceptable.”
That is where assertiveness became necessary.

Holding that line was not about being rigid. It was about understanding responsibility. If we diluted the substance, we would simply be reinforcing the same silence we were trying to challenge. Malta did not need another superficial conversation about s*x. It needed something that could expand how people think about it.

So the decisions were intentional. To include voices that were rarely heard. To sit with discomfort rather than edit it out. To avoid framing s*xuality in extremes, either overly clinical or overly sensational. To present people as they are, not as narratives shaped for easy consumption.

That came at a cost. It would have been easier to produce something more provocative on the surface. But the aim was never short-term reaction. It was long-term relevance.
The fact that Is-Sess is still available today, still watched, still discussed, suggests that people were ready for more than they were often given. The limitation was not only cultural hesitation. It was also in what was being offered.

Since then, there has been a noticeable shift. Today, conversations about s*x and s*xuality can happen openly, even during the day, without the same level of discomfort. Clients come in with more language, more awareness, and less shame. The silence has reduced.

But the work has not disappeared. It has changed.
Openness does not automatically mean understanding. In some cases, it creates new pressures. Expectations around performance, confidence, and experience have increased. People are no longer only navigating repression, but also comparison and unrealistic standards.

Looking back, the journey is not a simple story of progress. It is a series of shifts. From silence to conversation. From taboo to curiosity. From avoidance to, at times, overexposure.

What remains constant is the need for grounded, honest dialogue. Not sensationalised, not performative, but real dialogue.Conversations that help people understand themselves, rather than measure themselves against others.

The fact that Malta can now speak about s*x in broad daylight matters. But the real value was never just in talking more. It was, and still is, about talking better.

03/04/2026

After writing my previous piece about the manosphere and the subset of men, and women, positioning themselves in opposition, I found myself reflecting more than I expected. Not just on what I wrote, but on what people shared in response, what was said in the comments, and what I consistently see brought into the therapy room. Different contexts, same underlying pattern.

There is a level of hurt that many people are carrying. Hurt that has not been processed, understood, or integrated. Instead, it is carried forward. Into new relationships. Into conversations with friends. Into how one gender speaks about the other. Over time, this hurt starts to organise perception.

This is where psychology becomes useful in making sense of what is happening.
When people go through repeated negative relational experiences, the brain does what it is designed to do. It looks for patterns. Through what we understand as cognitive schemas, individuals begin to form general beliefs about others. What may have started as “this person hurt me” gradually shifts into “this is what people are like.” In more polarised spaces, it becomes “this is what men are like” or “this is what women are like.”

Once this shift happens, confirmation bias takes over. People start to notice, remember, and give more weight to information that supports their belief, while dismissing or minimising anything that contradicts it. This is not deliberate. It is a psychological shortcut aimed at reducing uncertainty and preventing further pain. The consequence is that the belief becomes more rigid over time.
In therapy, this often presents as certainty. Statements such as “men only want one thing” or “women are never satisfied” are rarely about objective reality. They are reflections of accumulated experiences filtered through unchallenged beliefs.
Underneath this, there is often something more fundamental. Attachment theory offers a useful lens here. Individuals who have experienced inconsistency, rejection, or betrayal in past relationships may develop patterns of relating that shape future expectations. Some become hypervigilant, anticipating abandonment or disrespect. Others distance themselves, expecting that closeness will eventually lead to disappointment. Both patterns can unintentionally reinforce the very outcomes they fear.

There is also the role of emotional reasoning. When someone feels anger, distrust, or resentment strongly enough, it can begin to feel like evidence. “I feel this way, therefore it must be true.” In an environment where these feelings are echoed and amplified, particularly online, this becomes even more entrenched. Research on group polarisation shows that when individuals are surrounded by similar views, those views tend to become more extreme, not less.

One of the more subtle, yet significant, shifts I notice is when identity begins to form around being the exception. The idea that “I am the only decent one left.” On the surface, this can look like confidence or moral clarity. Clinically, it often functions as protection. If the problem is entirely external, there is no need to look inward. No need to question patterns, choices, or behaviours.

This is where the concept of a self-fulfilling prophecy becomes relevant. Expectations influence behaviour. If someone approaches relationships expecting dishonesty, they may become guarded, suspicious, or emotionally distant. These behaviours can elicit responses from others that appear to confirm the original belief. Not because the belief was accurate to begin with, but because it shaped the interaction.
None of this is to dismiss or minimise people’s experiences. There are individuals who have been genuinely hurt, betrayed, or mistreated. That needs to be acknowledged. But there is a difference between recognising harm and building a worldview around it.

The more useful direction, and often the more difficult one, is inward.
Not in a way that blames the individual for what has happened to them, but in a way that asks for responsibility in what happens next. Questions such as:
What patterns am I repeating?
What am I drawn to, and why?
What am I tolerating that I say I do not want?
What beliefs am I holding about relationships that may be shaping how I show up?

Approaches such as cognitive behavioural therapy consistently show that when underlying beliefs are examined and adjusted, emotional and relational outcomes begin to change. Similarly, research on locus of control suggests that individuals who focus on what is within their influence tend to function more effectively than those who place all responsibility externally.

It is easier to conclude that an entire gender is the problem. It is harder to sit with the discomfort of self-examination. But it is only in that space that change becomes possible.
There will always be people who choose to carry anger and generalisations. In many cases, this serves a protective function. It reduces vulnerability. It creates a sense of certainty. But it also limits connection, growth, and the possibility of a different experience.
The question is not whether others will change.

The question is whether one is willing to examine the narrative they are holding, and whether that narrative is helping them build the kind of relationships they say they want.

Obviously, if you read this, keep in mind how, what for you might be "seeing someone", "hooking up" or "playing" can put more of this hurt and mistrust out there. Be honest with your intentions. Be open about what you are looking for.

31/03/2026

Everyone Is Talking About The Manosphere But We’re Ignoring The Real Issue

I sit with men and women every day in my practice.
Different stories. Different experiences.
But lately, I'm observing a very similar pattern.
Men are more frustrated. Women are more guarded.
And both are becoming more certain that the other side is the problem.

If you listen to the conversation online, it sounds simple.
The manosphere is blamed for creating angry, disconnected men.
And in response, a louder, more hostile tone has emerged in parts of modern feminism, framing men as unsafe, toxic, or emotionally incapable.

Two sides. Two narratives.
But what I’m seeing clinically is this:
We are no longer trying to understand each other. We are trying to protect ourselves from each other.

Let’s ground this in reality, not ideology.
Men are struggling.
Global data consistently shows men die by su***de at significantly higher rates than women. Men report higher levels of loneliness and social isolation. Boys are falling behind in education across many countries.

Women are also struggling.
Women report higher rates of anxiety and depression. They are more likely to experience s*xual harassment and certain forms of violence. Many carry real experiences of being hurt, dismissed, or made to feel unsafe.

Both of these are true.
But instead of holding that complexity, we are doing something psychologically easier: We are turning pain into blame.

There is a concept in psychology called "outgroup bias".
When people feel uncertain, rejected, or threatened, they simplify the world into “us” and “them.”
It reduces anxiety in the short term. It creates a sense of control. But it also distorts reality.
Because once you start seeing the opposite gender as a category instead of individuals, you stop relating.

Men become “all the same.”
Women become “all the same.”

And relationships become less about connection and more about defence.
I see this play out in very real ways.
Men coming in convinced that no matter what they do, it will never be enough.
Women coming in convinced that opening up or trusting will eventually lead to being hurt.
Both are protecting themselves.
Both are tired. And both are being reinforced by what they consume online.

Here’s where this becomes a problem.
Research in relationship psychology is clear. Long-term relationship stability is built on:
emotional responsiveness; trust; the ability to repair after conflict; feeling safe enough to be vulnerable.
Not dominance. Not control. Not “winning".

Yet the louder voices online are teaching people to approach relationships like a negotiation or a battlefield. The manosphere, at its extreme, gives men a framework that can turn pain into entitlement or avoidance. This more aggressive, anti-male version of feminism can do the same for women, turning pain into distrust and generalisation.
Different directions. Same outcome. More distance. More suspicion. Less empathy. And a growing number of people who want connection, but no longer feel safe enough to risk it. This is the part that will trigger people.
If your worldview requires you to see the opposite gender as the problem, it will feel empowering in the short term.

But in the long term, it makes healthy relationships almost impossible. The real issue is not the manosphere. The real issue is that we are raising and reinforcing individuals who: don’t know how to regulate emotions; struggle to tolerate rejection or discomfort; default to blame instead of responsibility; consume content that confirms their fears instead of challenging them. And then we expect them to build healthy relationships.

The work that actually matters is less popular, but far more effective. People learning how to take responsibility for their behaviour, regulate emotion, and build meaningful lives that are not dependent on validation. Learning how to set boundaries without assuming the worst, and how to build trust where it is earned rather than rejecting it by default. Learning how to sit with discomfort instead of immediately turning it into blame.
Because the truth is simple, even if people don’t like it.

We don’t exist in isolation.
Framing this as men versus women is not progress. It’s regression.
When men lose, women don’t win.
When women lose, men don’t win.
We all lose.

And if we don’t start addressing that honestly, we’re going to keep having louder conversations, with worse outcomes.

31/03/2026

Every year, I find myself in the same place.

Not because I believe. Not because I follow the rituals. Not because I was told to go. But because something here refuses to let me stay on the surface.

Dwal Godda do something rare. They don’t ask you to agree. They don’t ask you to belong. They don’t even ask you to understand everything you’re seeing.

They simply hold up a mirror. And if you’re willing, even just for a moment, you look.

I don’t go there as a believer. I go there as a man who spends most of his year moving fast, solving problems, building, deciding, pushing forward. Like many of us, I live in a world that rewards distraction. Productivity. Noise.

But for that short time, everything slows down.
You sit with discomfort. With silence. With questions that don’t have quick answers.
You start noticing things you’ve been avoiding. The conversations you’ve postponed. The emotions you’ve numbed. The decisions you’ve justified but never fully owned.

There’s something powerful about choosing not to indulge. Not to escape. Not to fill the space with the next distraction.

Instead, you stay. You reflect on your choices. On how you’ve shown up for the people around you. On what you say you want, versus how you’re actually living.

Whether you believe in the story being told or not becomes irrelevant. Because the real story is the one happening inside you.

And maybe that’s the point.
We don’t need to agree on faith to agree on this:
We all benefit from moments that force us to pause, to feel, and to take responsibility for our lives.
So every year, I go back.
Not out of belief.
But out of respect for what happens when we stop running from ourselves.

26/03/2026

Last few places at our Pieta' school available.
We will be organising transport from Zebbug school to Pieta', and back, for those who did not make it to the Zebbug school.

Our Ħaż Żebbuġ, and Nadur schools are now fully booked, while places are still available at our Pieta location, in
Malta, for children aged 4 to 12.
Through creative activities, teamwork, movement, and hands-on experiences, children develop confidence, independence, and important life skills in a supportive environment.
Learn more or register here:
https://willingness.com.mt/summer-camp-2026/
Spaces remain limited so we can maintain the supportive and attentive environment Camp Willingness is known for.

24/03/2026

🗣️🎙Illejla, Matthew Bartolo u Joseph Agius jilqgħu lil Noel Xerri, CEO ta’ OASI Rehab f’Għawdex, u lil Leon-David Madden, espert fil-qasam tal-vizzji, għal diskussjoni serja u sostanzjali dwar il-gratifikazzjoni immedjata u l-effetti tagħha fuq ħajjitna ta’ kuljum.

L-Għaliex, illejla fid-21:00 🕘

24/03/2026

Gratitude: understanding that what you complain about today was your dream 5/10 years ago...

17/03/2026

imagine...
Imagine a leadership training camp for 13 - 15 year olds.
Topics such as:
- Critical thinking
- Emotional intelligence
- Communication in public speaking
- Goal setting and personal productivity
- Creativity and innovation

Would you be interested?

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17/03/2026

17/03/2026

“People have s*x either to celebrate their masculinity or femininity, or to escape from it.”
Esther Perel
Today, many people find themselves navigating both masculinity and femininity within their own identity. Qualities that were once socially separated are now expected to coexist in the same person. Strength and vulnerability. Independence and nurturance. Assertiveness and softness.
At the same time, modern society constantly challenges and reshapes how we understand these forces. Social expectations around gender, power, attraction, and relationships are shifting rapidly. Many people are trying to make sense of what it means to express desire, to feel attractive, and to build intimate relationships while negotiating these changing roles.
In this discussion we will explore how masculinity and femininity show up in attraction, s*xuality, and relationships today. We will look at the psychological tensions that arise when people struggle to integrate these aspects of themselves, and how greater awareness of these dynamics can lead to deeper intimacy, clearer communication, and more authentic relationships.
Looking forward to a thoughtful and honest conversation.
See you on the 18th of March at Palazzo Castelletti....

This month’s Pause & Connect circle will be a little different.

For the first time, the evening will be facilitated by a male therapist, bringing a new perspective to the conversation as we explore relationships, intimacy, and s*xuality in midlife.

The session will be guided by Matthew Bartolo, S*x and Relationship Psychotherapist, creating space for thoughtful dialogue, understanding, and gentle reflection in a calm and respectful setting.

As always, Pause & Connect remains a safe space for women, where participation is led by choice. You are welcome to listen, reflect, or share only what feels right for you.

🗓 18 March 2026
⏰ 6:00 PM – 8:00 PM
📍 Palazzo Castelletti, Rabat

You can find more details and register by scanning the QR code.