10/12/2016
Friday, December 9th, 2016.
2 Years of Travel
Tomorrow marks my 2 year anniversary of travelling. Where do I even start? My eyes are full of tears. I write with an overwhelming heart. An overwhelming heart of grateFULNESS. I was just about to write that I was doing "street yoga" this morning as my Mom was having her coffee. I opened the blinds and saw the yoga mat is gone. Pretty sure my Mom didn't bring it in. All I can think of is maybe someone needed the yoga mat more than we did. From my journey of being in the yoga world, instead of looking as if the yoga mat was "stolen", I'd like to see it as a gift to the world. After all, that's what yoga is. Hopefully whoever stands on the mat, I hope their lives change for the better.
I'm now sitting outside eating coconut pie.
I wonder how the birds see our world?
Walking slow, flying high,
Touching ground, kissing sky.
Soft wings, hard beaks,
Elegantly rising above mountain peaks.
Just like humans, this is how we are,
Within our darkness is a shinning star.
Feeling high, feeling low.
Emotions flow, always changing, that we know.
The purpose of life is to leave the shore,
Step into the water and just go.
Feeling hot, feeling cold,
Truth is we all get old.
So live your life, sail away,
For one day you'll look back
And hear yourself say:
That journey was was long,
Right, not wrong.
I followed my heart.
It has guided me here,
All I had to do was start.
The boat was shaking,
The captain was I.
I saw beautiful dolphins
and gentle pelicans.
At times there were sharks,
I just had to play smart.
It's bite was sharp,
But it's teeth was not as
Sharp as my strength.
I carried through,
Not knowing what to do.
I held my wounds with the
Palm of my hand,
Learned patience from
The turtles in the sand.
With love and compassion
Intently given to myself.
The scars healed,
Miraculously sealed.
I know where to go now.
The compass was not an object
Outside of me.
It was in me the whole time.
The waves have calmed now.
My mind mirrored the water.
Still can't see the shore,
The one I have been looking for.
And that's okay
Because I have another day
To breathe,
To love,
To appreciate,
And keep paddling.