10/01/2026
I realize that I can be an absolute mess at times, it’s just part of who I am.
I wish I could tell you I was a simple person, but I’m anything but that.
I’m a complex personality with a unique blend of qualities that may make your head spin sometimes.
At first glance, people think I’m a strong person, but those who really understand and love me know I’m a deep feeling soul with a loving heart..and I’m weak when it comes to the people I care about.
I know I’m not easy to understand and I appreciate my people that get that I’m worth the effort.
I used to think I was an introvert, but as I learned to talk to people, I realized I’m a little bit of both..it all depends on my mood and who I’m with.
There’s days when I feel like pulling my hair out and crying minutes before something hilarious makes me double over with side splitting laughter.
That’s the beautiful disaster that is me- you never know which version you’ll get, and you may get both at the same time, so buckle up, buttercup..I’m always a heck of a ride.
Some may say I’m challenging, but I just call it interesting.
Anyone can be ordinary, average and routine, so I choose to keep things a bit on the spicy side..though I don’t do it that way on purpose.
You’ll never really know what’s going through my mind, I’ve learned to disguise my emotions masterfully-I’ll often tell you that I don’t care when the truth is I care too much.
I have the simple needs most people have- to love and be loved, to be understood and appreciated..
I just happen to pursue those desires in extraordinary ways..
With sass, pizzazz and a lot of sarcasm sometimes, too.
I call that my bold, fun flavor- tasty to those that love me and revolting to the rest..
But I realized a long time ago I would never be able to please everyone.
So I stopped trying.
Better to make myself happy, fill my soul with joy and love my life and my people with all my heart.
If I can’t put my whole heart and soul into something or someone, I’ll do what’s best .