13/10/2024
Team 8k, my two youngest girls, Austin and me, went through strong winds, cold weather, and rain, and I am so proud of us. I started running about two years ago. Two years ago marks my return to myself after a decade of being pregnant, breastfeeding, cosleeping, and giving my whole self to my four children. I felt ready to do something for myself two years ago, so I started running in August 2022. It was hard. I had zero physical condition. Yes, I have been doing household marathons for years, but my body could not keep up with cardio training. I was starting from scratch. Although I was always into sports before I had kids, I always thought running was not for me because I was not good at it. I needed to be faster. But then I saw my friends running, and I thought, if they can run, I can run, too. So I started with short runs consistently, and now, two years later, I am still in love with this fantastic sport.
After starting with running, I also decided to pursue my lifelong passion for horseback riding. As a little girl, I dreamed about having my own ranch. I always loved animals, but my dream of spending much time with these fantastic animals seemed unattainable. But then, in 2022, my two girls I infected with horse affection started their lessons. I was exposed to horses a few times a week and could not resist. It felt like home but I had to overcome my fears of being 39 years old and starting from scratch.
I showed up every week. It was scary at first. It was hard. Mostly mentally because of my fear from falling off the horse, but I kept on going. Quickly after I started my horseback riding lessons, I realized that my body was too stiff, and to improve my riding, I needed to commit to yoga. So, within four months, I started consistently running, doing yoga and horseback riding, and I did not look back. The more I do these, the more I love them and the more I learn about myself. For five years, my page was exclusively about food and some of my psychological research, but from now on, I will also share parts of my journey that were not concerned with food preparation because they all matter 🙏. That does not mean I am quitting raw food and veganism 😉.