25/01/2021
△Break The Chain▽
You are an incredibly deep- feeling women, like deep down, you KNOW in your bones that you have more to give the world. You might not know exactly how or what the nature or structure of your gifts is YET.
But it keeps calling you in. Stronger and stronger.
I know you are the want-it-all-woman.
And I know you might have one or two academic degrees and a lot of inner vision and secret longing.
I know you battle your inner dream to WANT-IT-ALL and even feel shame sometimes because you "should" be happier and satisfied.
You do all the right things, and still, you have this haunting feeling of wanting more, more money, more profound love, more knowledge, more travel, more fun, more meaningful conversations.
I'm here to tell you you can have it all!
You are often finding yourself in the battle between the heart and the mind. Seeking intellectual stimulants, understanding how everything works, reading, and learning.
If your anything like me, this is almost like an insatiable appetite.
However, sometimes it might feel like it's blocking you. Like you "should" stop feeding the intellect.
And yes, moving into the body wisdom is also important, but never giving up on your thirst for knowledge and learning.
But you see, this is where the fun begins. Yoga means union. Integration. We want all aspects of balance—Emotional, physical, spiritual, and intellectual.
No, knitting and cooking is not your meditation. These are relaxation techniques that might get you in a state of flow, like asana, in yoga. But not meditation.
Meditation is to "Know thyself."
The deeper you travel on the inside, the more you experience in the universe within. This will be a balance to the science, knowledge, context from the scripts, books, and expertise you seek.
You seek being divinely guided.
As if all knowledge didn't arise there after all.
The real knowledge comes from within, but you can use all of your external experience to put this into context, maybe then even teach others to make sense and meaning out of their journey.
How amazing would that be?!
The science and the woo.
But if you want it all, and are finding your self in ways that you self-sabotage, lack discipline, joy, and meaning, even if you've done so much...
Well, YES, you're in the right place.
No affirmations don't help you grow unless you already profoundly feel that you are happy and believe them.
Oh, you didn't know? Doing affirmations, in fact, makes people that feel lack feel even worse.
Unless they know how to work the magic of affirmations.
You can't change the external reality without changing on the inside first.
You're right, your vibration.
If you've done this work for a while like me, you love coming up against your own limitations., and affirmations are great tools for this.
If you are trying to affirm a new reality, make sure you already believe that subconsciously to be accurate, if you don't, you are in trouble.
If you are affirming a new dreamy reality into place and you don't believe that deep down, use this observation to investigate what you have to let go of to heal and re-program.
What point of view would I have to let go of for this to be true?
What new ways of seeing my self would open up these possibilities?
That means you MUST get to know the inside, the ancestral patterns.
Unless you do this, you CANNOT re-write the story of your life and the lifelines to come.
Both healing and success are inside jobs.
Breaking the chain and re-writing the story is your work.
You can heal, AND YOU can have it all!
Toini ♡
Artwork: Rebecca Campell, Work your light
