Intuitive Living with Toni-Leigh

15/01/2024

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WHEN THE GODDESS CALLS YOU HOME

When the Goddess calls you home, you have most likely been deafened to the sound of Her voice. Frequently, the bodies of those who are Called to remember the touch of the Goddess have been numbed to the feel of Her sacred caress. When Her Call comes, it does not announce itself with a pre-written warning of how it will change everything.

The Call of the Goddess comes often as a feeling of descending chaos, dissolution, ripping apart, breaking open, breaking down, breaking up. Her Call strips all illusions from the energy bodies and blasts open the Higher Channels of spiritual awareness.

When you are destined to follow the Voice of the Divine She, it usually manifests as 'life not making sense'. This is because there is a much Higher, Divinely-guided course for you to follow than you once believed was possible.

You have forgotten, to a large extent, what lies within you.

The daughters and sons of the Great Goddess and Her emissaries have all been in spiritual exile for many, many past lifetimes. They had shut down their gifts, pushed down their emotional sensitivity, discounted their intuitive radar, pretended to be satisfied to blend with the sleeping masses.

Most of these people entered this lifetime with a conditioned belief system that they would lead a 'normal', prosaic, cultivated existence, without resonating to the drumbeat of their Souls.

When the Call from the Goddess comes, these people experience some form of deep change in their lives.

For most, this involves external conditions shifting considerably, either as a direct 'hit' from the cosmos that feels totally unexpected or un-asked for, or as a series of unfolding events that create such movement in the energy bodies that carrying on as before is just impossible.

It can be a person entering, a person leaving, a financial dissolution, a health issue, a nervous breakdown, or any other combination of intense life changes that stimulate the Soul of the person ready to Return Home.

The Goddess Works in Profoundly Mysterious Ways.

She knows Who you Are, Who you Were, and Who you are Destined to Become.

She knows that your life must receive an electric shock in order to pull you out of the ego and 3D paradigm and into the World of the Divine.

She knows that the breakdowns, and deep sense of chaos and unknown pathways bring up fear for you. She also knows that it is the only way to get your attention, to make you realise that what you have settled for before is not enough, and to pull out of you your ancient mysteries, spiritual energy forces and divine impulses to serve Her.

You will most likely go through, when answering the Call of the Goddess, a tumbling to the ground of everything you thought was important to you, or the 'only way' that life could work.

All your learned patterns and conditioned beliefs will be challenged. You will be stripped, and purged, and taken down into the Well of Transformation.

As this re-birth begins, huge circles of supportive Lightworkers will be sent to you. These people will have known you before, in your times of being in devotion and service to Her. Although you will most likely feel scared to open up to the Call, you will also notice how the Divine is magically supporting you.

The Call of the Goddess is continuing in great vibrant and unrelenting force at this time.

All those who must awaken and remember are being touched, one by one.

If you are reading these words, there is something that the Goddess wants to touch you with.

It is her long-forgotten sweet breath, her deeply-stirring soul music, the rhythm of her songs and the pulse of her Heart.

She gives these essences to you through your life experiences. It may be a person that brings this energy to you. It might be a book, a workshop, a desire to create more meaning in your life. It may be that your life has already begun disintegrating it's old form in order to be powerfully re-built in Her image.

Whatever is happening, and however She is showing up, know that it is Her work, Her hand, Her guidance that leads you deeper into a Soul-fused creative life that you could never have imagined for yourself.

You are so powerful, so creative, so wise, so full of healing energy, so gifted, so open-hearted and all-loving.

You have a destiny that is developing and unfolding daily. Pay attention to your inner urges and impulses.

It is the Great Goddess talking to you. It is all your Soul has ever wanted calling you home.

Copyright Sophie Bashford 2017
Artist: Amanda Clark

Sacred Divine Feminine
https://EmpowerWholeness.com

18/06/2023

29/01/2023

Here in Aotearoa we are experiencing
Mother Nature in all her glory.
We have had rain for days, flooding, and bouts of lightning and thunder.

This morning I got back from my walk, stripped off my rain jacket, kicked my shoes off.
Rolled my saturated socks off and walked out to our garden.
I stood out in the rain 🌧️ 💕
I looked up and let the rain fall on my face and started to laugh.
It was absolutely divine!
The cold wet grass under my feet, the rain drenching my hair, my face.
I held out my hands and let the rain fall all over me.

Then, I ran and splashed in the puddles!

Make the most of this weather while it’s warm.
Let your inner child out to play, you may just enjoy it 😉

💕✨

11/01/2023

Todays Blend:
❤️ LOVE ✨LIGHT 😆LAUGHTER

x3 drops Palmrosa
x3 drops Litsea
x3 drops Lemon Grass

Clearing your space of any past poisons and attachments that may be holding you back and preventing you moving forward.
Bringing in forgiveness and opening your heart for healing.

Great to release any stagnant stubborn yuckies not gone with the full moon 👌🏼

💕

01/03/2022

NEW MOON In PISCES ♓️🧜🏼‍♀️
3rd March 2022
06:34am NZ time

This cycle and the last one have been a ride for sure!
Our last Full Moon was a powerful one.
A lot of clearing out and removal of things that no longer serve us in love or light.
Detaching from toxic situations or Behaviour.
Being able to see and have clarity on what those things may be.. beating yourself up about decisions..
Things turning to s**t! (Look for the lesson in it, there is ALWAYS one)
A bit rough to say the least!
If you have been avoiding this or not open, “going against the grain” you may have felt very drained, you may have even been unwell to some extent. Blocking.
It’s all been about releasing.
Either way, it will be lifting.
You will have been feeling the shift in energy weeks or two, thank goodness!
It’s been a big one 🤣

Well all yucky aside, there is great news!
All of this has been in preparation for our upcoming New Moon in Pisces ♓️

This New Moon is going to be the most powerful one for 2022.
After letting go from the Full Moon, it’s now time to open up and think about what you really want to bring into your life over the next few months.
Visualise it, feel it, attract it 💗
All New Moons present new beginnings, opportunities and paths before us.
A lot of self love and light is coming through.
Roll with it and see what happens 😉

Out with the old and in with the new.
In all aspects 💗
Be open xx

15/11/2021

This. Hits. Hard.

The inability to receive support from others is a trauma response.

Your “I don’t need anyone, I’ll just do it all myself” conditioning is a survival tactic. And you needed it to shield your heart from abuse, neglect, betrayal, and disappointment from those who could not or would not be there for you.

From the parent who was absent and abandoned you by choice or the parent who was never home from working three jobs to feed and house you.

From the lovers who offered sexual intimacy but never offered a safe haven that honored your heart.

From the friendships and family who ALWAYS took more than they ever gave.

From all the situations when someone told you “we’re in this together” or “I got you” then abandoned you, leaving you to pick up the pieces when s**t got real, leaving you to handle your part and their part, too.

From all the lies and all the betrayals.

You learned along the way that you just couldn’t really trust people. Or that you could trust people, but only up to a certain point.

Extreme-independence IS. A. TRUST. ISSUE.

You learnt: if I don’t put myself in a situation where I rely on someone, I won’t have to be disappointed when they don’t show up for me, or when they drop the ball... because they will ALWAYS drop the ball EVENTUALLY right?

You may even have been intentionally taught this protection strategy by generations of hurt ancestors who came before you.

Extreme-independence is a preemptive strike against heartbreak.

So, you don’t trust anyone.

And you don’t trust yourself, either, to choose people.

To trust is to hope, to trust is to be vulnerable.

“Never again,” you vow.

But no matter how you dress it up and display it proudly to make it seem like this level of independence is what you always wanted to be, in truth it’s your wounded, scarred, broken heart behind a protective brick wall.

Impenetrable. Nothing gets in. No hurt gets in. But no love gets in either.

Fortresses and armor are for those in battle, or who believe the battle is coming.

It’s a trauma response.

The good news is trauma that is acknowledged is trauma that can be healed.

You are worthy of having support.
You are worthy of having true partnership.
You are worthy of love.
You are worthy of having your heart held.
You are worthy to be adored.
You are worthy to be cherished.
You are worthy to have someone say, “You rest. I got this.” And actually deliver on that promise.
You are worthy to receive.
You are worthy to receive.
You are worthy.

You don’t have to earn it.
You don’t have to prove it.
You don’t have to bargain for it.
You don’t have to beg for it.

You are worthy.
Worthy.
Simply because you exist.

-Jamila White,
-photo credit: Randy Orange

10/11/2021

🤍A friend sent this to me, so I will share with you 🤍

“To all my friends out there who know what’s really going on… To all who see through conspiracies and are intuitive… Yes, sometimes it’s a curse and not always a blessing to be awake.
Awakening is the most liberating, alienating, excruciating, empowering, lonely, confusing, freeing, frightening, expansive journey.
If you find yourself struggling as you try to process all this insanity, you are not alone.
No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or the GRIEF. Not only grieving the life and illusions you once had but the realization that almost everything you thought you once knew, is a LIE.
The beliefs you’ve held, people you were taught to trust, principles you were taught- ALL LIES.
Shattering illusions is RARELY an enjoyable experience. There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth and the grieving process doesn’t stop there.
With these newfound realizations, you then find yourself grieving all over again.
Grieving the loss of many relationships with people who just don’t and won’t “get it”.
Feeling alone; being ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses but for many of you, your very own family and friends too. Feeling like you no longer have much in common with the people you are surrounded by.
Struggling with carrying on bulls**t, shallow conversations that lack substance with those who are still fast asleep.
Even feeling disconnected from your entire support system because they can’t see what you see. Some even grieve the loss of their ignorance- because “ignorance is bliss” and reality is harsh.
Awakening can be a lonely road and you will often find yourself journeying alone.
There is no way to sugarcoat it - Awakening to the realities of this world is brutal. It will have you running through the entire gamut of human emotions.
You have to master the art of diving down the darkest of rabbit holes only to come out and still function in daily life, and that’s a skill people don’t talk about enough.
Some of you are struggling with feeling disconnected from family and friends, it’s as though they exist in another world.
Please know you are not alone, and not only are you not alone, you have an entire tribe standing with you. We may be separated by miles, but we are deeply connected; in purpose and in spirit”.
- Author unknown

20/10/2021

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