12/10/2024
One of the biggest heartbreak this year 2024...
Exactly 4days from this day Oct 10 2024
At 2am When I received a call from HOPE NKTI..at first it was my mother whom they contacted because I cannot be reached or sleeping peacefully that time. By the time or at 50 missed calls finally I answered the call.
The social worker Ms Nina of HOPE - NKTI was about to give to another recipient the baby kidney from a cadaver. (Yes I am enrolled at CADAVER program at hope nkti) Lo and behold I am 3rd priority for possible kidney transplant/recipient..
I went to the office cause I think anxiety would kill me if I stay home and wait for final call .. this is the prayer, the dream of every dialysis patient..is to get transplanted and be back to his /her normal life.
At 8am I texted again for miss Nina for any update...
God is so good
At 9am finally from 3rd priority , I am now the 1st priority..and was asked to go ASAP at NKTI Admission area...
at 11am Laboratory test was done again..for final matching..and of course the rtcpcr. All must be NEGATIVE.. this time I'm so anxious and worried for the outcome of the results.
at 230am..the results were out
One of the test were positive ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜.
MEANING the KIDNEY TRANSPLANT were halted and the baby kidney.. was not for me...ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
I was shocked and speechless.. all the while I thought this is for me..I would not be on dialysis chair anymore..
My husband would continue pursuing his dreams outside the Philippines...
To this day..I'm still hurting but I know GOD has better plan for me..for my family.
MAN'S REJECTION IS GOD'S REDIRECTION..