14/12/2025
even if the magic is still in the air, your body feels the cost of holding it.
Holding space isn’t just arranging hammocks and lighting candles. It’s being present for every breath, every silence, every release.
It asks for your body, your attention, your heart.
Events that are nourishing for others can be exhausting for the one holding the space.
Night of the Hammocks was a success.
It was also physically and emotionally demanding.
This isn’t a complaint.
It’s a truth.
Real experiences require real energy.
And honoring that is how they stay authentic, safe, and sustainable.
Today is for integration.
For grounding.
For letting the space return to stillness.
I sit in the quiet aftermath, grateful, tired, and deeply aware that rest is part of the ritual too.