07/14/2024
Geez Louise! This is SO long, but Im just too excited to not share all of it. The twists & turns, hills & valleys of breast cancer recovery! The crap I’m learning though ~is rich! & I plan to share it too. This one is about running & not primarily related to breast cancer, but an old injury!
A soon future addition will be on “swimming & arm recovery after mastectomy & radiation.”
Sorry for the spotty appearances on this page, but I am still in treatment until late this upcoming fall, so in the meantime, I’m going to share personal insights & learnings related to health & rehab in the realm of ‘breast cancer AND returning to full & vibrant health & athletics!!!
For the PT’s here, please ask any questions, bc it’s been very interesting trying to figure out what was injured.
I’d like to give a shoutout to some colleagues (Anna Faulkner, Gayanne Grossman & Maggie Eyvazzadeh & a very special guy (my husband Tim) for helping me out of a chronic hip pain situation that prevented me from achieving a running gait for over 10 years. Over a decade ago, someone decided to stretch my leg into flexion abduction (up & out) fast & furious (I had given permission for passive stretching, just not for it to be a one rep stretch that was intending to undo 10 yrs of tightness.)
There was immediate immense pain, a ripping sensation, I screamed, pulled my leg back to myself & had pain for 6+ months just standing & walking. I Should’ve sought out an MRI, but was embarrassed. Was not my fault, & I would respond differently now, in hindsight, especially with the degree of injury that was caused. This person should’ve been told at the time. Now it’s too late for them to reasonably accept responsibility.
As recent as last year, we speculated a possible traumatic posterior labral tear of the hip. There was definitely some nerve restrictions in these later years because when I worked on it, I had nerve pain the next day or so.
During these later years, the reproducible pain was only when attempting to run. So that being quite a deterent to run, I have become sorely out of running shape! I have been working (both gently & sometimes a tad more aggressively) on scar tissue releases & stretches in my groin and posterior (rear) hip on my own for years on/off, but being that it was hard to reach, I could only get so far.
The amount of scar tissue in these personal areas was significant & finally required the assistance of colleagues who are comfortable working in private spaces, & thats how these colleagues & friends were carefully selected! It even included some pelvic floor work with my colleague & friend Anna, and my husband. PSA Ladies: if both parties are willing, husbands can be taught how to assist & perform pelvic floor release work. If either of you are not comfortable or interested in this option, that is fine too, as your PFM PT can handle it.❤️
Well… initially, I really couldn’t tell if it was groin (adductor) or back of thigh (medial, inside hamstring) or both. I do believe both were part of it, along with some deeper muscles (pectinius probably). As time went on, small rotators got in on the ‘compensatory weakness/spasm’ train. As anyone with a chronic hip issue knows, the other hip muscles that are not initially involved with the problem, will want in on the dysfunction issue, if the original problem is not resolved in a timely manner!
My main symptom/problem was this tethering pull that prevented my right leg from advancing forward into a full stride & the pain went from groin (front & back) to the outer hip, with pain increasing with time & distance ran.
As things were resolving in the scar tissue, with the pain not better, & I still couldn’t get into a running gait, I was suspecting a deeply located, small hip external rotator (obturator externus) as a prime suspect in the specific thing that pulled my leg back & caused pain.
I am elated that it did seem to be the case bc upon its release last week, the degree of that pull & pain is significantly less, dare I say gone!?! I cannot share how psyched I am to be free of this thing that wouldn’t let me run!!!
So now even though I am dealing with running on weak legs, a weakened & repaired abdominal wall & running after 10+ years of not running while going through chemotherapy the past 13 months, it is going to be ok. Because my abdominal wall, as weak as it is, holds me together better, than when it was partially apart the past 16 yrs & my breath control will improve.
But it maybe was not a good idea to do my first time trial in this heat! 😬
Anyway, 3x the past 2 weeks I went on the AlterG treadmill (with only 55% of my body weight, 45% of my weight reduced).
DAY 1: 1 min (lightheaded), then 2 min )less lightheaded running 6.0 pace. Walk before/after running.
DAY 2: 4 min, then 3 minutes same pace, not lightheaded, stomach muscles sore & not quite sure what’s going on!
DAY 3: 1 mile at 6.0 pace, then another mile at 9:05 pace. Belly muscles very sore… Remember 45% of my weight was unweighted but it felt SO GOOD to really run! Next day, Sat, my back & legs were not happy!
So instead of my first full weighted run to be around the block (.37 of a mile, 9 laps = 5k), I was quite zealous & decided to map out a 1 mile a time trial in this heat!
Ha! I made it 2 mini blocks (.12 mile; 17 = 1 mile), then had to walk 3 mini blocks, & repeated that 2:3 run:walk pattern for the rest of the mile finishing in 13:36 minutes, so that’s that.
LOTS of room for improvement, but the pulling WAS NOT THERE!!! I ran 1 mini block on the return walk home, then felt full effects of heat, lightheaded, possible continued poor body temperature regulation, headache, which stuck with me for several hours!
Im super grateful for the opportunity to build stamina on the alterG treadmill which allows for the exact task in a less demanding manner!
So ~ Im planning to run the entire Women's 5K Classic this year (Oct 5) (last year we walked it with 5-6 mini bouts of jogging for a 52 min 5K)! I’ve got 3 tiers of goals for 2024! If anyone wants to join me on my team, ‘Simply the Breast’ ~yay, cant wait to see you there!!! I’m signing up for the 5k run! NOTE: You can walk or run in the run, You can only walk in the walk.
$40 & guaranteed shirt until Aug 31st, after that $45. Here’s the link!
The 32nd Annual Womens 5K Classic Live & Virtual Run/Walk-2024 is on Saturday October 5, 2024. It includes the following events: Live 5K Walk, Live 5K Run, Live Pink Ribbon Loop (Untimed), and In Spirit/Virtual Participant.