Tōn Dëf and the bots

11/19/2025

New release on your favorite streaming platforms!!

11/19/2025

Check out my newest release on Spotify, YouTube and your favorite streaming platforms!! thank you to for making it such a painless process

11/18/2025

Previously unreleased...

LYRICS.
OH GOD, I NEED YOU!
Oh God, I need You, can’t fake it no more
Got pain in my chest, broke down on the floor
These bills stackin’ high, my faith feelin' low
And the devil been lurkin’ everywhere I go
Tears in my eyes, sleep won’t come
Got friends in the grave and my heart go numb
I scream in the silence, I’m losin’ my grip
Feelin’ like I’m sinkin’ on a Godless ship

Where were You, Lord, when the storm rolled in?
When I lost that job and I lost my friend?
When addiction was callin’ and hope ran dry
When I stared at the bottle just wishin’ to die

I don’t wanna be strong, I just wanna be held
I’m trapped in a fight between heaven and hell
But deep in the dark, there’s a flicker, a light
I’m callin’ Your name with the last of my might

Needing God... needing God...
Needing God... needing God...
Needing God... needing God...
Every breath, every step—I’m needing God...

Now the sun’s breakin’ through, I’m seein' the skies
Got joy in my soul and peace in my eyes
Doors that were closed swingin’ open so wide
But I still hit my knees, I got no pride

'Cause I need You now more than I ever did
When I was cryin’ broke or just tryin’ to live
Even in the highs, I can’t do this alone
You the King on the throne, I’m just dust and bone

Got money in the bank, but my soul still thirsts
I know that without You, it all gets worse
Got love in my life, but You are the Source
You the Shepherd, I’m just stayin’ the course

So whether I’m winnin’ or barely survivin’
Whether I’m ridin’ high or just barely climbin’
I’m cryin’ out still, and I won’t pretend—
I needed You back then, and I need You again!

Needing God... needing God...
Needing God... needing God...
Needing God... needing God...
From the valley to the victory—I’m needing God!

11/17/2025

11/17/2025

Newest release...

02/16/2025

Now on Apple music!! Make sure you check out this collaborative effort between Tōn Dëf & Trev Berlin

Listen to the single Could've Been (feat. Trev B.) on Apple Music

02/12/2025

Calling all independent artists, especially those that have a focus on mental health. As part of a collaborative effort, we just released ""Could've Been" but it could do with a couple more verses, so I am putting this extended version out there with 3 instrumental verses between the 2 existing ones, now they are short verses so it's gonna be a challenge, but duet this adding your bars over the instrumental verses, and we will share all participants versions, feel free to put your vocals over all 3 instrumental verses, or just 1. If you don't have editing software, just put on headphones and record your vocals by themselves and I'll add them :) please refrain from explicit lyrics and the use of any profanity. Thank you, good luck and have fun!! Excited to see what y'all come up with!!

02/08/2025

SUPER excited to present this newest song. A collaborative effort. My long time, real life friend Trev B. picked back up the pen following a long hiatus. He penned the chorus as a poem and as soon as I read it I knew it was straight 🔥🔥🔥. So into the studio I went, wrote a few additional bars and I am SUPER STOKED to present to you this collaborative effort between tōn dëf and Trev B called "Could've Been"

Hear it here now EXCLUSIVELY on (aka )before it is released to , , music, and all your streaming platforms next week!

01/30/2025

Listen to "fight within myself" here, before it hits Spotify, I-tunes and all the rest of your favorite streaming apps this weekend!!