05/06/2026
I could have picked from thousands of progress pictures on my phone...
That's not an exaggeration.
For a decade I've stood in front of a camera and took pictures from different angles so I could assess my body and if it was good enough, thin enough, fit enough...
News flash... It never was.
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not avidly against progress pictures for the sake of seeing muscle built, etc.
In fact, I took some a few weeks ago.
But back then, I wasn't trying to collect data to see if I was getting stronger or healthier.
No, back then my body was a problem to fix.
And the pictures I took showed me exactly what my worst problems were...
Once I could see just how awful I looked, I made a list of my flaws and then I would get to work "fixing it".
But it never worked. You know why?
Because there was ALWAYS another issue, another area with fat, another body part that didn't live up to my standards.
Because the issue wasn't my body, it was my brain.
I had no worth outside of having a thin body...
But as the years have gone by I've learned about grace, and health, and peace.
The way I measure success now is so far from what it used to be...
I no longer care about the scale. I care that my body is healthy and I am happy.
I no longer care about a lower belly pooch. I care that I am able to move well and play with my kids.
I no longer care about how little I can consume. I care that I'm am well fed and feel good.
I no longer care if I have done enough *cough* too much *cough* cardio. I care if I'm able to do all the cool s**t I want to do and if my body is ready for whatever life throws at me.
Progress pictures can be a great way to measure success.
Just make sure you're measuring the important things 🫶