02/26/2026
Every year.
Every damn year I think it's going to miss me completely.
And then in the past few days the seasonal depression has hit me like a ton of bricks.
And yes, the warmer weather helps a bit, but it's still there.
The exhaustion.
The negative thoughts.
The dissociation.
The loss of interest in so many things I typically enjoy.
The struggle to concentrate on, well.... anything.
Add constant headaches due to weather swings/ air pressure and I haven't been in a great place lately.
But here's the thing I've learned in recent years...
The way I feel right now isn't "me"...
That's what I struggled with for so long when it came to winter.
I was constantly wondering what was wrong with me.
Or wonder why I couldn't just do the things I knew I needed to do.
Or wonder why I'd all of a sudden want to pack my s**t and move to the desert...
But after a lot of reflection and research, I learned that the best way to move through feeling this way is just understanding that this isn't me...
It's late winter...
And longer, brighter, warmer days are ahead.