
08/05/2024
As I step into my 47th year, I’ve been reflecting on what I’m carrying forward and what I’m leaving behind. This past year was a profound journey of growth. I faced deep fears and battled critical thoughts, realizing that the cost of my “yes” was higher than I anticipated. Alignment required releasing comfort, and finding peace meant embracing solitude over social invitations. I sought better emotional regulation, only to be met with lessons in managing disappointment and frustration.
Often, it felt like the more I tried to do things “right,” the more I stumbled. So, what am I leaving behind? My expectations of how life should be at this stage. And what am I taking with me? Surrender. It’s been a tough year, but I’ve learned that few great stories come without a significant price. Here’s to hoping the road to 48 is a bit smoother and to embracing the lessons learned along the way.