When you wake up blindsided by reality (and you will) I'm here. Call me. Text me. PM me. Doesn't matter if we're friends - or not - I've been in that moment and I'll be right there with you, while you walk thru your own. You're not alone. You're NOT crazy. The person you believe you love is a facade - not a real person at all. God, I know that's hard to even consider, but it'll sink in - eventually. There's so much you don't know, but you will. So please don't waste even a minute more of your precious time wondering what's wrong with you or what you could have done differently. You've done way more than enough. And now you have work to do, so roll up those tear stained sleeves and turn your energy and intention and that amazing compassion of yours toward your beautiful Self. You're going home, Baby - you're going home! ~kab
I just don't think the Truth is that hard. It's actually easy to see and feel, but as soon as the ego starts running interference, i.e. "I can't, I shouldn't, I'll be judged, I'll be misunderstood, I'll be disliked, unloved, discarded, etc", we begin to doubt and question what we already "know". 10 out of 10 times, the Truth that is eventually and inevitably fully revealed to me is the very same, tiny little inkling of awareness I'd had to begin with. The one I didn't trust. But I CAN trust it, and it's so much easier! Truth has a very distinct energy in my body, an ahhh resonance unlike the static energy of ego and fear. It doesn't question and taunt me. Truth has a rightness about it, deep-down in my bones, where it just IS - where I know I'm completely free and completely safe, all at the same time. When I trust that knowing and move with it, life unfolds in glorious and astounding ways all around me - every time, ALL the time! And THAT, my friends, is not hard at all. ~kab
IF I've truly surrendered my life to The Divine and asked to be guided, sifted, shifted and shown - AND - I truly listen, trust and act on the guidance I receive, then there's no space for guilt, conflict, or doubt within OR without. Ask. Listen. Trust. Act. Repeat. It's all or nothing, Baby - I am FREE! ~kab
This is so spot on. The emotional and psychological abuse is insidiously traumatizing. You're not alone. You're NOT crazy. DM me here if I can support you.