01/29/2026
Trying to find the right words so share…
You never really know what you are made of until an earthquake hits your life.
After being poked and prodded and sent for countless tests, scans and biopsies, I have felt deep fear, grief, and sadness over an uncertain medical condition.
The results came back the day after my dog Raya passed away. Double gut punch…but I kept moving. The conscious decision to get off the couch and live. I enjoyed the Birds of Prey Races that weekend, I continued to ski, work, visit family and friends, and then slowly I began telling my inner circle of family and friends.
I prayed for the “Why”. Why me? Why now? But I realized the deep blessings in this little life bump. You never truly know who will show up for you, until you ask. Some will be a source of great strength and compassion. Some will be scared and not capable of showing up…and that’s OK. The beauty and gift through it all, is in the grace, in God and to live a life well of love, purpose and passion.
If you have made it this far, thank you for listening. Thank you to my tribe. You are my why. Every day a reminder to show up with lightness, love and compassion.
Hodgkins bcell Lymphoma is the best kind of cancer and is totally treatable. It’s the best case scenario out of a bad case scenario…And so it begins. Xoxo
