02/03/2026
When your nervous system has been trained on chaos, calm can feel wrong.
Recovery can bring a strange craving for intensity—not because you want to go back, but because it’s familiar to your body, and our nervous system often confuses familiarity with safety.
Quiet days might feel empty. Boring. Uneventful.
That doesn’t mean nothing is happening. It means regulation is learning to take the wheel.
Progress isn’t only the big breakthroughs or emotional moments.
Sometimes it’s choosing the same healthy thing again.
Sometimes it’s not chasing things just for an emotional high.
Sometimes it’s just staying consistent on a day that feels… fine.
Those days matter.
They’re the ones that build something sustainable.