Living with Heart Failure, Wanda's Journey

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Living with Heart Failure, Wanda's Journey Heart Failure, It can happen to anyone and any age. This page will include the signs, symptoms and treatment of heart failure. My brother called for a ambulance.

Heart failure is a condition in which the heart can't pump enough blood to meet the body's needs. Heart failure does not mean that your heart has stopped or is about to stop working. It means that your heart is not able to pump blood the way it should. It can affect one or both sides of the heart. In my case the left side of my heart was affected. The diagnosis: In February of 2005, I began hurting in my left shoulder, I thought I had pulled a muscle and in the process finding the source of my shoulder pain a chest x-ray revealed I had an enlarged heart. I was refer to a cardiologist which confirmed the diagnosis and I was told I had dilated cardiomyopathy medical term for an enlarged heart. During my visit the doctor said that my heart was damaged by a virus. At the time my ejection fraction was 19% (Ejection Fraction) A measurement of how much blood the left ventricle pumps out with each contraction. A normal heart's ejection fraction may be between 55 and 70. A measurement under 40 may be evidence of heart failure or cardiomyopathy. Therefore I had only had 19% of blood being pumped to the rest of my body.. Symptoms: I can't really said whether I had any symptoms that would have led me to believe that anything was wrong with my heart, I was suffering from fatigue and weight gain. Those are also symptoms of an underactive thyroid which I had been diagnosed with several years before, Other symptoms of heart failure include:

Cough: can be with phlegm or dry
Pain: in the chest
Respiratory: shortness of breath on exercise, shortness of breath at night, fast breathing, or shortness of breath on lying down
Gastrointestinal: bloating or water retention
Whole body: loss of appetite, inability to exercise, dizziness,
Also common: excess urination at night, swollen feet, swollen legs, weight gain, or racing heartbeat. Once I found out that I was in heart failure I began to pay more attention to how I was feeling and noticed I did have several more of the symptoms. Treatment: In the beginning after I was first diagnosed I was started on several medications and that kept my condition from progressing. However over time the medications were not enough to keep my heart stable and in September 2009 it was recommended that I have a ICD (Implantable Cardioverter Defibrillator) I thought only old people had these but I was told it was necessary to prolong my life. An ICD is a battery-powered device placed under the skin that keeps track of your heart rate. Thin wires connect the ICD to your heart. If an abnormal heart rhythm is detected the device will deliver an electric shock to restore a normal heartbeat if your heart is beating chaotically and much too fast. The first year after receiving my ICD it mainly paced my heart out of irregular rhythms. However Dec. 31, 2010, that all changed. At 4:30 that morning I received a life saving shock. My ICD showed my heart rate had reached 240 beats a minute. The following year I received 9 additional shocks at various times. The last time my ICD was adjusted and I didn't receive anymore. I continue to work, I couldn't imagine doing anything else. In 2012, I began experience an increase in my symptoms and it was suggested that I quit working. It wasn't until I began falling asleep at work and getting sleepy while driving that I made the decision to quit. With the help of the human resources at work I was able to go on medical leave while applying for disability, Therefore I stopping working at the end of 2012. In Jan of 2013, my cardiologist referred me to Vanderbilt Medical Center to get a new heart. This was a shock for me, even though I knew it was the last treatment for heart failure. I was monitored by the transplant staff at Vanderbilt for the next year, During my appointment in May of 2014, my doctor had told me that I wasn't in an immediate need for a new heart but to be an old women I would have to have one eventually. June of 2014 all of that changed, I was sick and breathing became very difficult. Before getting to the hospital my second ICD that I received in Dec. had shocked me 10 times. After a chest x-ray it was determined that I had pneumonia and I was admitted to the hospital, the following day my condition worsened and they transferred me to ICU and put on a bi-pap machine. From what I understand the pneumonia was life threatening and weakened my heart even more. The following August Vanderbilt decided it was time for me to go through the transplant evaluation to determine if I would be a good candidate for transplant. My evaluation was the following month, I was also presented with the possibility of having the LVAD implanted. LVAD Left ventricle assisted device which is a heart pump). I had expressed the desire to go direct transplant. I was recommended by the committee as a candidate for transplant. Then my name was placed in UNOS at status 2. In Oct 2014, I experienced a spell with a irregular heartbeat that caused by ICD to charge in case a shock was needed. The pacemaker part of the ICD was able to get my heart back to a regular rhythm. This was a cause of alarm that I needed a bridge until a heart became available. I was admitted to the hospital and had a picc line put in for me to receive a continuous IV drug to help with the heart failure. However my body did not tolerate the drug very well and the picc line was removed. While in the hospital to remove the PICC line, my doctors explain to me that my best chance of getting a new heart before my other organs started to fail was the LVAD which is a left ventricle assisted device a heart pump. I had a tentative date for surgery which was the day after Thanksgiving and it was later change to the middle of Dec. However after two additional spells with a irregular heartbeat my surgery date was moved back to the first of Dec. I was in the hospital for 13 days and able to come home to stay a month after surgery. Now my life consist of battery changes, dressing changes and weekly blood test. I have to be constantly hooked up to two power sources at all times. It could be two batteries, one battery and a home power cord or if I am in the car, a battery and car power cord. I have a pack that I wear, which holds my batteries and controller for my pump. The only time I take it off is when I am sitting down or sleeping. It is right beside me then. I can't walk off without it because my driveline that is connected to my pump is plugged into the controller. I can't take showers, baths or go swimming. After having the LVAD implanted I was placed on inactive status for three months on the transplant list to allow my body to heal and then I will be moved to active status 1B. Now the waiting for the new heart begins.

25/12/2015

It has been a while since I have posted anything, however today is a very special but bittersweet day. You see today we celebrate the birth of our Savior Jesus Christ, but it is also nine months since I received my truly special gift. I am so thankful and so is my family for my donor and his decision to be an organ donor. However his family are celebrating without him, please pray for them. Over the last nine months I have got to celebrate both of my kids birthdays, Matthew's high school graduation, Rachel's pinning ceremony, anniversary, thanksgiving and Christmas. These are things I didn't think I would be here for. I feel rather selfish for being here when My donor is not. It is so hard to put things into perspective sometimes. I know everything is in God's plan and He is in control, but it still is hard to wrap your head around it. I am thankful though because through all this I some more special people in my life and they have blessed me tremendously!!!

27/06/2015

Thursday was the 3 month anniversary of me receiving my new heart. I am eternally grateful to the Lord. My donor, and my transplant team. I know there are so many behind the scenes that we never meet but I hope they too indeed know how important they truly are. Wednesday and Thursday I had several appointments. However Tuesday night I thought I was going to have to go to Nashville early and looking at a possible hospital stay, as most of you know I had pneumonia a couple of weeks ago and Tuesday night I got to hurting so bad that it even hurt to take a breath. I asked for my church to pray. While deciding whether to make the three hour trip that night my pain began to subside. Praise the Lord the next morning to pain was almost gone and it didn't hurt that much to breath. I am going to truly honest I was scared. The nurse on call was afraid I could have a collapsed lung by the pain I was describing. If it was God healed it. The next morning that worked me in clinic to check me to ensure I didn't have a reoccurrence of the pneumonia. Chest X-ray was clear no pneumonia. Yay!!! I have had that one time too many. Wednesday I also spoke to someone about my bouts of depression, that helped a lot. I wished I could follow all of her suggestion but it is kinda impossible with a couple. Thursday I woke up with my donor's family on my mind. I think of him often and wandering what he was like, one day when the time is right I hope to meet his family and personally say thank you. I did get my drain out Thursday, as my seroma heals it will continue to collect fluid, I don't know how long it will take to heal but I put that in God's Hands. Then it was off to have my biopsy. I was kinda dreading it because I had a bad headache and I was scared of getting sick. I received something for it about 10 minutes before going back but once that and the don't have a care in the world meds from the IV took effect I was out. I barely remember them waking me up to let me know they were done. Once I got back to my room I slept for almost the whole two hours in had to lay flat. We were finally ready to leave around 4 pm. I had to get something to eat before leaving Nashville. It was a very long day. Friday was just as long because I was waiting on the results of biopsy. Everybody kept texting or calling asking If I had heard anything which made the day go by even slower. Finally at 5:30 I received a message which I usually get a phone call. The results were what I was expecting but I was hoping for four 0's in a row. This time It was a 1R which is mild rejection. I will know on Monday if there will be any changes to my current treatment.

18/06/2015

Today is one of those days where the side effects of my meds really bother me. Last night during church I couldn't even see to follow along while my pastor read the scripture, the kicker is I had my IPad and it was on the larger font and I still had trouble focusing. I just had to set it aside and listen. Following along in the song book, impossible at the moment even with reading glasses. I knew it was going to be tough but I wasn't anticipating all these pesky side effects. They are bothersome but worth it in the long run. It also looks like today will be other day with a headache but at least I can stop it before it gets bad. I am looking forward to next week, The 25th I will be three months from receiving my new heart and I have my 6th biopsy that day as well. I pray it will be four in a roll, but that is all up to the Lord. I also have an appointment with Dr. Omary, praying she can help me deal with the floods of emotions and depression. Yesterday was a better day as far as the depression, Praise the Lord. God has been so good to me!!! I am so thankful that he chose to spare my life with a new heart, My thoughts this week are with my donor's family as Father's Day is coming up. Please keep his family in your prayers. I know it will be a very difficult day for them and well as his child.

13/06/2015

I finally had to admit to myself that I was indeed suffering from depression, I thought I was strong enough to deal with it on my own without any help. However that is far from true. My transplant team did tell me that all transplants do suffer from depression in the months following surgery, This week, I made the step to help me deal with it, and it also helps me to talk to others about what I am going through. Praise the Lord for my heart brothers and sisters, some that are years out have helped by letting me know what to expect and then I have some that are on this journey right along with me. So I know I am not alone. I have faith that this too shall pass. If anyone has any words of advice it will be greatly appreciated. .

09/06/2015

Today is one of those days where I just want to crawl back in the bed. Many people think that when a person receives a new organ such as in my case it is an automatic fix to the health problems. However that is not the case. The new heart saved my life. My life expectance in September 2014 was less than two years without any other interventions. As time passed that changed due to problems with V-Tach and A fib. I honestly do not think I would be here now if it wasn't for the Lord and my transplant team. Praise the Lord for a Transplant team and doctors that were on top of everything but most of all for the Lord who was my source of strength during my whole life. Why He chose me for this I may never know. I embrace this new life He has given me and the daily struggles that go with it. Those struggles at time are very overwhelming from the side effects, emotional and physical struggles. I thought I would never suffer from depression but at times I feel I am. Which I was told was normal. I covet your prayers to help deal with that. I am currently having to take insulin because of the steroids and I pray that in the next couple of months that too will stop. The steroids are the worse. From the puffiness, shakes, the mood swings, and the changes in vision. Now I am also suffering from headaches that are another side effect of my Prograf (anti rejection Med) that Tylenol won't touch. It is almost just too much to deal with at times, but I know My Lord is with me and holding me when I am down. I hope that my journey will benefit someone else going through the same thing or something similar. I hope everyone has a Blessed Day!!!

I took most of these meds and at the end of 2014 I was beginning to have more and more spells with V-tach but I also suf...
08/06/2015

I took most of these meds and at the end of 2014 I was beginning to have more and more spells with V-tach but I also suffered with a fib too. It was because of this the team decided I needed a bridge to transplant or I wouldn't have made it to even have a chance to get a new heart.

Why do doctors want to do surgery for congestive heart failure death when the fix is SIMPLE!?

19/05/2015
Waiting on Matthew's graduation to start. This is a day I had stopped looking forward to. However God had another plan.
16/05/2015

Waiting on Matthew's graduation to start. This is a day I had stopped looking forward to. However God had another plan.

We were on the way for my fourth biopsy. Big Fat 0. Thank You Jesus!!
16/05/2015

We were on the way for my fourth biopsy. Big Fat 0. Thank You Jesus!!

First outing to Cheekwood. It was beautiful.
16/05/2015

First outing to Cheekwood. It was beautiful.

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