01/30/2026
We haven’t posted on here in a while… which is a good thing I suppose.
I’ve been putting off posting on here for a couple of days now but felt that someone may need to hear or read this today.
As I was looking through old photos clearing up storage on my phone and came across the first picture that is below. As I looked at the picture memories and different emotions overwhelmed me. It took me back beside to the hospital room beside that bed. We just got the news that he was going to have another surgery due to his shunt failing since his last surgery about a year ago from that moment.
It felt as if the wind had been taken out of my lungs. Anger and questions filled my mind, with no peace or answers to seem to be in sight. I felt as if God had abandoned us..
“why would you bring us this far to take us back to square one”
Still to this day… I don’t have the answers. Maybe it’s because I was never intended to have all the answers. That’s when the big “T” word comes into play…. Trust.
As these emotions and memories rolled through my mind while looking at this photo, the lyrics to Aladdin’s song played through my mind…
During that time, we were living the lyrics “believing gets hard when options are few, when I can’t see what you are doing..”
The options weren’t what we wanted, it didn’t look like we think it should have by any means. To us it was back to square one after all of this time.
But now “I looked back on this moment and see your hand on it and know you were near…
… oh my God did not fail
Oh oh oh that’s the story I’ll tell”
The report didn’t look good,
It’s not what we wanted,
We had questions.. with no answers.
The wound had been reopened..
But during those times.. that’s when he does the miraculous.
Whatever you may be facing in this hour or this season… know he is a God who cannot fail.
Know that even before the problem or situation arose he already created a way out for you.
This did not take him by surprise
One day you too will look back on this problem, this mountain, this diagnosis or this situation and know that God was already handling it.
Be encouraged that if he fails you… you’d be the first person in history that he has ever failed.