11/28/2025
I am blessed. I have so much to be thankful for as we celebrate the close of another year - I have a house full of love with a sprinkle of chaos, a community I love being a part of, projects that offer me purpose and a husband who has been my rock over the years.
But this past month, as not just the year closes but I close an era of my life, I have been completely exhausted. Getting to point where I can work for myself and open my practice has meant doing the intense work of keeping the train on the tracks at the office the past few months - tying up loose ends, buttoning up protocols and action plans - quite literally closing up shop. It’s been stressful not just for me, but for my patients.
I haven’t been up this early by choice in ages. I’ve always been an early riser, but I’ve been so exhausted and depleted this past month I’ve been sleeping 1-2 hours later each day than usual. I’ve missed early mornings with Faye, I haven’t been present to help my stepkids get ready for school, and I’ve missed opportunities for this - a little precious alone time, reading a book next to my window with a cup of coffee.
I thought maybe it was hormones. Or maybe from all the layers of EDS just taking their toll. But no, it was just good old fashioned burnout. I’m amazed at how quickly my energy and mood have bounced back - I already feel like myself again.
So right now, in the hours of the early Winter morning, when it’s just me awake and I have time to hear my thoughts, I’m most thankful for the opportunity to build my life my way. It’s given me so much already. I’m excited for the joys and challenges ahead, the impact I can make and for many, many more mornings like this ❤️