03/29/2023
🥺💜💜 Month 3 without you my baby love and it's still hard. Still find myself holding LaeLae then crying because she's not you, but don't worry I keep your baby safe just as I did you best I can. I hate I couldn't protect you from the evils & cruelty of the world along with the people in it, but I know in the end and through it all, God had his mighty hands around you the entire time. Sissys are ok and know that here or there, they absolutely love, loved and will forever love their little sissy. Know that mommy is sorry she didn't see the signs years ago and that I am so thankful, so eternally grateful, so honored to have had the blessing of being the mother of an absolute angel. I love you my sweet girl and as the tears fall from this heartbroken mother's eyes know I will always and forever love you. I will forever be thankful to have been your mother. I will forever thank God for the duty of being that as it taught me, us, so much about love, life, caring for someone besides self. Nothing has brought or brings me more joy than being you and your sisters mother. I am blessed, we are/we're blessed to be amongst you for 11 GOOD,WONDERFUL, TEACHING, FAVORED, LOVING years. "She was/is love, she did good, she served her purpose, she will forever be my Sugamama, she can rest and come home now." Those words, that feeling, having that peace at that moment is what I hold on to, to keep me going. Your Sissys keep me going. Knowing each time you were hospitalized you still smiled at us and knew who we were, keeps me going. Understanding you were my baby girl,my 3rd puzzle piece, my assignment from the heavens, keeps me going. I love you my Sugamama always & forever 💛🙏🏾 continue resting in God Grace my sweet girl🧡
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