08/19/2023
It has taken me all week to share the life change we experienced on Monday night. Teddy, a being of light in my life (and in many other lifetimes), has made his transition out of our physical world.
We choose life on this planet for different reasons…whatever reason this magical being comes and goes in my life, I don’t know. All I know is that I am grateful each time he does. I say this because many loved ones as well as myself, recognized this being as Fudge. As he displayed the same mannerisms, character, and habits that Fudge did, in such an eerie way even to his last meal. Fudge loved weenies with huevo, so when it was Fudge’s time, I had made sure that was his last meal. On Monday, I made Teddy weenies with huevo for the first time; simply because I realized he had never tried it. As mystical as this may sound, that unintentionally ended up being Teddy’s last meal that day, as if he coordinated to have it that way again.
His passing was later that day, and was sudden and unexpected, yet his timing was mysteriously aligned to some interesting things:
First, he came into existence the month we chose to come to Puerto Rico. He was brought to our home at the same time that we got the financial blessing to move. He died a year later, on the anniversary month of us moving here. Then, the day he chose to go, was on 8-14 and he began his transition at 8:14pm. When looking this number up, it represents closure. What does this tell me? What do I know about this?
I know he came to contribute to making the transition to PR an adventure filled with love, light, kindness, and laughter, as he is truly the essence of all those things and more. He got us through our move, a hurricane, Robert’s passing, grandma’s health scares, opening our business, and so much more. Thank you for being such a loving doggy mom with me to this magnificent being.
I don’t know when I will physically see him again, all I know is he is always with me, physically when he chooses to be, and energetically ALWAYS. This truth heals my grief for him and Robert. Both no longer on this planet but always with me in spirit.
