05/01/2019
May 2019.
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A month of transition and big growth .. at least for me, that’s my intention. This month I am committing to break free of my comfort zone - spiritually and emotionally. It begins with rest, Real, guilt free, REST ... and reflection too.
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I’ve built my life and my career on staying “busy”. A jam-packed schedule, 6 am clients, running on-line groups, and pushing my body to the limit with various forms of exercise; multiple positions and jobs juggled at the same time my entire working life. Which only inflates my idea of self-importance and excuses me from truly taking care of the only person I’m stuck with for life ... ME.
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Knowing in my heart I am truly my best self when I am serving others, also realizing that I can’t pour into someone else’s cup when my own cup is severely slacking, low to empty!
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The beginning of this year was super hard. I had No Energy - I mean zero! At the beginning of April, when these photos were taken, I was finally diagnosed with Epstein-Barr. My immune system was on the floor and my viral load through the roof. My amazing doctor has me on a protocol and I’m feeling 1000 times better today. But it’s my responsibility to stay healthy. So this month, I’m filling my cup first.
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May begins with a 20 day/20 minute meditation practice. May ends with my 39th birthday, a day that marks the first day of the last year of the most intense and climactic decade of my life.
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With no expectation of what this rest period will look like, just a commitment to be kind to myself, I hope to practice patience and break some of the thought patterns I've spent the last 38 years making.
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I welcome May with an open heart and open arms and hopefully a new bikini or two.
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May you find a moment of sun shining on you today, where ever you are.
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@ Fort Lauderdale, Florida