01/01/2020
2020 🎆
Wow, well 2019 was a rollercoaster 🎢 for me. I think it started out strong with some travel to see my best little bro 💜 🏖 😘
Then it went downhill pretty quickly from there. I didn’t make the best parenting decisions ever (we’re all human and make mistakes) and I hurt someone I care about deeply. I am really sorry for the bad parenting and I have spent the last 7 months trying to make up for that. I have been 🚫🍸for 137 days, I have taken parenting classes and am in therapy to work on me.
I was promoted to “Operations Manager” at work and took a 16 week project management course (while working full time and moming) I have a lot to learn when it comes to running a successful construction company and managing people, but I like the challenge and I enjoy the people I work with.
I followed a training program that utilizes and I lifted with my family all year and I can now 235x5 💥 Thanks to stress, I ate in a calorie surplus all year 🍑 🙋🏼♀️ and only gained 3 lbs 💪🏻
The little girls started gymnastics 🤸🏼♂️ 🤸🏼♂️ and the littlest little is interested in dance. We got a new puppy 🐶 and had quite the scare with our older dog when he slipped on the ice and fell down our stairs 😢 I connected better with my husband this year while he supported me through some difficult s**t.
My goals for 2020 include, learning to be the best mom I can be, setting boundaries, keeping my power and knowing my truth. Repairing my relationship with my biggest little 👱🏼♀️Deadlifting 200 lbs, staying active, controlling my emotional eating 🍽 (s**t, control my emotions better in general), helping my work family be successful and grow. Traveling with my family and not taking myself so seriously. Even though I felt like I could die of heartbreak this year, I grew, I learned a lot and I accomplished a f**kton. I have a ways to go but I am not done yet.