12/19/2019
Two years ago today I [facebook] officially began my career at the Unity Open Heart Center (formerly the Unity Church of Grants Pass); I had never been involved in any formal religious/spiritual indoctrination up until this point. I found much of my old paradigm prejudices come to life within it, and it looked back upon me as “the devil” when ironically I was following their faith better than they were. So judgment flowed, back and forth, though still I worked and played and did whatever I could to make it magic that everyone could enjoy and grow/gain from (I was at this building almost seven days a week, no pay). Inevitably I was not a match to “Unity teachings” because there was no being present who was really ready to go the whole way; each one of the members valued fear and security in their smaller poorer realities, like bureaucracy and political correctness (when clearly it isn’t even being followed by our own government), but since we live in a “majority rules” society, their valuing of old paradigm ways trumped my new/timeless paradigm ways.
I have been one end “booted out” or “abandoned” by the majority of establishments I have participated in in Grants Pass, but that is only to the superficial ego eye. More deeply I was “let go” or “freed” from a smaller, more narrow heart-minded establishments to make space for my bigger dream. I have continued to hold to the faith and can not deny all the synchronisties I have experienced throughout. It all amounted to manifesting a True Love, that I met and worked with while at the Unity Open Heart Center; someone who has truly been investing Herself in all my endeavors and even adopting some as her own. I am grateful for it all.
The Unity Open Heart Center no longer has a sign, was cleaned up but only to have all the garbage left in piles, and a new big Wall created by the next door neighbors declaring “their land” (more ego stuff, but I understand). We went by and blessed Her one more time before we soon embark around the world to to bless the space that gave from me so much and took from me much I thought I needed/wanted but truly did not.
I do still have in my heart to own that building and to use its magic for the goodness and growth of Grants Pass, even if that means continuing to put the pressure on egos who say one thing, but don’t follow it up with action, nor consistent action for that matter. Call it judgment if you will, but it is Truly a well educated observation and the allowance of my Heart Center Source (“Higher Self”) to work through me for the purposes of divine justice. “What we think, we become.” That quite the ordeal as we can think so much, and even find contradictions, paradoxes and loopholes through the whole of it. At the end of it, who can truly distinguish actual right from actual wrong?
No one, that’s who. But what we can’t understand if we are still behind the veil of ego, “doing shadow work” or whatever nonsense we say to get away with the fact that we have “irreducible rascality”, is that no one and nothing is our actual identity: Consciousness amidst an infinite canvass I call “Void”, or the space between the frames of reality.
May someday we see everyday as Christmas. We are already calling it “Usmas”, as we are Christ Conscious and understanding of our true desired identity which is “Infinite Amounts of Infinity, for Infinity” or “Infinity Trinity”, so every day, ever moment, is a present, that’s the present.
Blessings All 🙏
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