23/11/2023
you dunno what id give
to be just a snake in ur garden baby
i could shake ur tree.
part : MINERVA.
you are such a strange numb.
you're such a strange numb.
I NEVER MEANT TO MAKE IT HURT WORSE.
I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO SAVE YOU.,
so
so i just responded with even greater violence.
"In Gnosticism, the archons (from Greek arkhon, “ruler”[1]) were malevolent, sadistic beings who controlled the earth, as well as many of the thoughts, feelings, and actions of humans. They assisted their master, the demiurge, with the creation of the world, and continued to help him administer his oppressive rule.
According to a Gnostic text called the Reality of the Rulers, the archons “have bodies that are both female and male, and faces that are the faces of beasts.”[2] Thus, they’re not truly male nor female, nor human nor animal. The ancients found this kind of boundary-crossing to be deeply threatening, and this description of the archons implied that they were forces of chaos, so “mixed up” as to be “the farthest that a created being could be from God.”[3]
The Reality of the Rulers presents the archons as bumbling, conceited oafs. They issue sanctimonious commands that they themselves don’t understand,[4] huff and puff “like storm winds” into the inanimate Adam’s face in a failed attempt to bring him to life,[5] think they’re ra**ng Eve when they’re really ra**ng an empty image of her,[6] and have to call out to Adam and Eve to find them after Adam and Eve have hidden from them.[7]
Despite their sometimes lacking in competence, the archons were extremely powerful beings whom the Gnostics dreaded. The Reality of the Rulers quotes Ephesians 6:12 (“Our contest is not against flesh and blood; rather, the authorities of the world and the spiritual hosts of wickedness”) to make the point that the archons were what stood between humankind and salvation.[8] It was they whom Christ had been sent to earth to overcome.
In the ancient world, the self wasn’t seen as being as autonomous as we today think of it as being. It was a playing field where various forces intermingled and battled, ultimately giving rise to our thoughts and actions. For the Gnostics, the archons were among the most powerful and ubiquitous of these forces. They were the ones who were ultimately responsible for all of the evil thoughts and actions of humankind.[9]
But it gets worse: since the archons had created humans in the first place, they had created humans to be extremely susceptible to their influence, and to be almost unable to resist it. Only the divine spark from Heaven, which had slipped into creation despite the archons’ intentions, gave people any kind of a chance of resisting the archons’ temptations. But only a few people – the Gnostics – were even aware of that divine presence within themselves, and even for them it was a tremendous ordeal to act in accordance with that presence rather than the wishes of the archons. Most people were just the puppets of the archons. Thus, the normal, default state of humans was literal demonic possession.[10]"
for the Aztecs they also called these beings archons.
atarax?
stg. i forget his name fr. lets try this instead.
what these things truly are
are archons.
the "aztecs" themselves call these thigns that.
they are bumbling, fu***ng oafs
who lie and then brag about lying when
they get caught.
there are 12 of them.
there are 12 zodiacs in the sky
12 months
12 tribes. ya.
There are 13 firmaments of heaven.
Tlazoltéotl,
(Nahuatl: “Filth Deity”) Aztec goddess who represented s*xual impurity and sinful behaviour. She was probably introduced to the Aztecs from the gulf lowlands of Huaxteca. Tlazoltéotl was an important and complex earth-mother goddess. She was known in four guises, associated with different stages of life. As a young woman, she was a carefree temptress. In her second form she was the destructive goddess of gambling and uncertainty. In her middle age she was the great goddess able to absorb human sin. In her final manifestation she was a destructive and terrifying hag preying upon youths. Tlazoltéotl was thought to provoke both lust and lustful behaviour, but she could also grant absolution to those who had so sinned. She became best known for her capacity to cleanse such sins during confessionals conducted by her priests. Thus, although she could, in one form, inspire debauched behaviour, she could also forgive sinners and remove corruption from the world. She was portrayed in an elaborate headdress of raw cotton and in some representations wearing the skin of a sacrificial victim or in a costume that featured symbols of the moon.
"The story of creation, according to the Aztecs, is actually a story of birth, death, and rebirth. When the world is destroyed, it's born again through the sacrifice of one of the gods, and so through the birth of a new sun. So you'll often hear of the legend of the five suns - the five births of the world. Five suns, and so five different worlds, have existed. When the story is told, the order of the worlds is sometimes different, sometimes there are even less that five suns, but the general idea remains the same.
But it's not a story of endless cycles, as you may see in other cultures. For the Aztecs, the universe did have an actual beginning...
In the Beginning
In the beginning was the void. It was at some ancient time in the Aztec creation story that the dual god, Ometecuhtli/Omecihuatl, created itself. (Looking back, of course, the Aztecs believed that the many opposites that they saw in the world would have to somehow unite in the origin of the world.) This god was good and bad, chaos and order, male and female. Being male and female, it was able to have children. It had four, which came to represent the four directions of north, south, east and west. The gods were Huizilopochtli (south), Quetzalcoatl (east), Tezcatlipoca (west), and Xipe Totec (north).
The directions were very important to the Aztecs, since their great empire was believed to be at the very centre of the universe (remember what I mentioned about the Aztec creation story being political?).
These four gods began to create. They created water, and other gods, and the sea monster Cipactli. Cipactli was part fish and part crocodile, a massive creature as big as all things that now are. This was a consuming monster, a jaw at every joint. Cipactli was to become the source of the cosmos in a strange way.
As the gods continued to create, they had a problem - their creations would fall into the water and be eaten by the dreadful Cipactli. So it was time for war - the four gods attacked the sea monster, pulling her in four directions. She fought back, biting Tezcatlipoca and tearing off his foot. But at last Cipactli was destroyed.
From this enormous creature the universe was created (in some traditions this happened between the last two suns). All the 13 heavens stretch into her head. The earth was created in the middle, and her tail reaches down to the underworld (Mictlán) (nine underworlds, to be exact).
You could say that in the Aztec creation story the world is on the back of this sea monster, floating in the water of space (reminiscent of the Iroquois belief that the world rests on the back of a turtle).
Here's another perspective on the Aztec creation beliefs.
The first sun - Jaguar Sun (Nahui Ocelotl)
To complete the world, the great source of energy had to be created - the sun. This is the key to the cycles in the Aztec creation story. But the sun is so powerful, it can't just be created. It can only come into being through the sacrifice of a god. The god chosen was Tezcatlipoca.
Tezcatlipoca only managed to become half a sun, however, making this first creation incomplete. During the first age, the gods created giants from ashes, and gave them acorns to eat.
A fight began, however, between Quetzalcoatl and Tezcatlipoca. In the end, the sun was knocked from the sky, and in anger Tezcatlipoca sent jaguars to destroy the giants.
The second sun - Wind Sun (Nahui Ehecatl)
At this point Quetzalcoatl took over for his brother as the sun. Humans were created as they are now (normal size). They lived on piñon nuts, and for a while things were fine. But the people became corrupt, and perhaps out of revenge Tezcatlipoca turned them into monkeys. Furious, Quetzalcoatl sent a hurricane to blow the monkeys away.
The third sun - Rain Sun (Nahui Quiahuitl)
Tlaloc was one of the early creations of the gods, the god of rain and water. He became the next sun. But his personal problems became his downfall. Once again, Tezcatlipoca was the instigator. Tezcatlipoca stole Tlaloc's wife (Xochiquetzal), and Tlaloc was grief-stricken. He shone as the sun but refused to send rain, in spite of the pleas of the people. Drought swept the earth, and finally in a rage Tlaloc made it rain fire, burning away this version of the world. (Another version attributes the destruction of this world directly to the continuing battle between Tezcatlipoca and Quetzalcoatl).
The fourth sun - Water Sun (Nahui Atl)
The Aztec creation story continues... This time the gods selected Tlaloc's sister to be the sun. She was Calchiuhtlicue. But filled with jealousy, Tezcatlipoca and Quetzalcoatl struck down the sun. As she fell, the sky opened up and water flooded the earth. All things were destroyed again.
In the darkness between the suns, Quetzalcoatl descended into the underworld to bring up the bones of the dead. They would be used to bring to life the people who are now here. (That's a whole other story!)
Aztec creation story - 5 suns
The fifth sun - Earthquake Sun
The gods gathered to bring another sun into being. This is when the Aztec creation story really gets around to explaining what the world is today.
The proud god Tecuciztecatl offered himself, but the other gods preferred the humble Nanahuatzin. A great fire was built, but Tecuciztecatl was too afraid at the last minute to jump in. Nanahuatzin did jump. Filled with jealousy, Tecuciztecatl jumped after, followed by a brave eagle and jaguar.
Two suns began to rise in the east. It was too bright - the gods threw a rabbit into the face of Tecuciztecatl to dim the light, and he became the moon.
But Nanahuatzin was weak. He was motionless, so the other gods gave their blood to give him the energy to rush across the sky.
This is the world in which we now live. The Aztecs believed its end would come in massive earthquakes."
in the beginning... she consumed the first material universe of yahweh bc he was false.
he was at best an idiot.
he believes himself.
to be the only "god."
there are the remnants of black holes still
in the cosmic background radiation.
ive been predicticng this for years.
why?
because that is her
that is goddess of renewal and rebirth and..
filth. good filt.
the serpent in the garden was the first shaman
you can call him eshmun or you can call him nonobozho
i call him what my great grandfather told me
a sacred leader of the anishinaabe people.
"the serpent? he was the first shaman hote. yup. he invented s*x. his name was "he who make you craaazzzyy"
while we were having wild, sinful s*x
through energy play
and the physical
and we made beautiful nightmares
real. for us. and all around us.
Lillith. they say you like to eat babies lmao.
i be wanting to flush them down the toilet sometimes too so.
heres... the thing... LILLITH..
i am..
i am not sorry. i couldnt save you.
so instead i lead
the false people of god and his "fallen angels"
into a violence far more profound than what theyll ever trully
understand.
its all i could do.
i watched them tear you apart.
over and over.
and over.
and OVER.
they sent you away from me... to the deepest darkest lows.
but i gave you body within the MOON .
and you gave me a reason to be alive at all.
i wanna watch
you creep
across the night sky.
you brought us tides
and you brought us the oceans.
primordial waters.
i wish i wasnt there.
i honestly..
someone else could have done this better
like your other side eve says.
with less of all that.
but you know what?>
ive thrown fu***ng armageddon upon
this false earth ovver and over.
because SHE gives away everything.
all of her fruits.
and they call her a w***e, they step on her.
they use her up.
for money. they r**e her innocence.
they r**e innocence.
this is the only unforgivable sin.
blaspheme of the holy spirit.
wisdom.
sophia.
eve and lillith.
now i see you as PERSEPHONE..
empress.
i dont wanna go up
into the heavens
i wanna go DOWN.
like some fu**in
ju**ie cosmonaut.
