29/01/2016
Good morning all...
Sorry long post .........
Sitting here praying, reflecting on this journey and waiting for them to come get her for surgery. (This whole hospital health issue is emotionally , mentally, physically, draining on her ) and for myself! Yes, it is surgery for port placement. Her port is for her daily fluids. Her daily fluids keep her body fluids level therefore easing the Massive Migraines, somewhat helping with the chronic fatigue that comes with Low BP and other issue that are caused by Low BP.
I say this with a loving heart to all, Never judge a book by its cover..... Summer will have some good days and feel ok with energy ... ( then the judging starts. Well she looks fine, there is nothing wrong with her, I saw her out the other day at the gym she looked fine, she was out eating and was laughing etc. Let her enjoy the good days. Ok). And then she has those days it takes the 3 hours to get ready to go somewhere well by the time she is ready she is Drained, exhausted and over the whole ideal. Not to mention the blue/purple feet and legs. I love to see her daily natural beauty However I truly love those days when she is all prettied up and happy with life and she can say, Mom I'm going to hang with a friend(s). 😭😭😭 As most 21 year olds can.... ( I thank you to all who have stuck it out with her it warms this moms heart). Never take for granite the life God has given you, there is always someone worse off. I tell you these things cause 99,9% of people have no clue as to what is going on with Summer health wise, so this is just a small summary of her health issues. I tell you this so hopefully you will understand and know her daily struggle cause it's real. She don't want your sympathy she wants you blessings, prayers and understanding. And please treat her normal. God bless you all and hopefully we go home after lunch.. Please say a prayer for her yes it's minor surgery but it's my Baby and its surgery.
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