12/18/2025
Lately, recovery has been teaching me humility.
Our bodies carry an incredible intelligence. When we are injured, ill, or overwhelmed, the nervous system often initiates a protective flexion response â a reflexive curling inward meant to guard and conserve energy so healing can begin. It isnât weakness. Itâs wisdom.
We experience this not only through injury or illness, but also through aging. Muscles respond differently. Joints move differently. Movements that once felt effortless ask for more care. And sometimes, there is a pause â one the body clearly needs.
Before COVID.
Before being run over by a snowmobile.
Before this most recent accident.
I was deeply immersed in my handstand practice, learning to bear weight through my hands â something entirely new for my dancerâs body. It became a journey of strength, patience, and trust. I learned chaturangas, handstands, press handstands, weight shifts, toe taps, and long holds.
I learned how to fly.
And I was proud of that.
Today, wrist flexion is one of the most compromised parts of my body. When I returned to my mat this week, everything looked different.
In childâs pose, my left palm wonât rotate down.
In tabletop, Iâm on my forearms with blocks.
Instead of downward dog, Iâm in dolphin.
This is where the practice shifts.
In yoga philosophy, we speak of santosha (contentment) and aparigraha (non-grasping) â learning to meet ourselves where we are, without clinging to how things used to be.
I donât yet know if Iâll ever be on my hands the way I once was. Maybe I will. Maybe I wonât. But the accomplishment still matters. The journey still counts.
At InnerJasmine, we offer authentic life-stage yoga, rooted in mindfulness, movement, nourishment, and restoration â honoring the body as it evolves and allowing change to open new doors.
Healing humbles us.
And if we let it, it teaches us grace.
Santosha
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