03/06/2025
You Are Not Alone & Never was
My Testament
I come from a place of nothing, all my father knows was ministry and he wasn't paid, what the church gave them was called allowances which was not even enough to feed us let alone send us to school especially university. All my sisters stopped at secondary school which is high school in the western world but our educational system makes such education irrelevant and meaningless in the society until you further to university or polytechnic. This was and still very expensive to afford so my father couldn't afford so we all stopped at secondary school then started a petty trade by the roadside to survive. After my secondary school I wanted to go to the university but my father and sisters objected it due to the financial state of the family. I was persistently rebellious over their dissuading opinion of me not furthering out of fear. So one day I left the house to the school, I had a friend who was a student, I decided to live with him and start attending lectures with just one book and without proper documentation in the school. Every night I will outside the room and cried out to God, that I needed a miracle. After few days I had a call from my father telling me he will try his best but he's not guaranteeing me anything. He sent money for documentation and registration. When the time for school fees came for me to pay there was no money cuz it was expensive. I went to church one day, it was a newly erected structure without a cemented floor nor tile it was a dirty dusty ground, I prostrated right there at the altar rolling on the floor crying my eyes out cuz I knew only God could help me from what I was up against. I went back home dirty but I didn't really care though. God sent me an angel in form of human. I was at home getting ready for my dropout as examinations was approaching then a call from a strange number entered my phone and the person tried to make me come see her which I refused cuz I was scared of being killed but the person kept calling until I decided to put God to test. I went to meet the person and she gave me 60k and I was speechless when I got home I called back the number she said she was sent to help me cuz she was a stranger. I was curious about who sent her to help me so press on to know but she told me it wasn't my business to reveal that. In the middle of my wondering that I heard a voice saying you gave up on yourself but God didn't, I immediately understood where the help came from.
In life you might think you are all alone, that God has abandoned you, God never abandoned his own! He sees your pains and struggles, he knows your sickness and ordeal. When you cry he's right there with you. Never feel you are alone. You are not.
God bless you
My name is Remedy John
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