08/06/2025
“But you look fine? I had no idea you were dealing with this.”
Most people don’t understand mold illness.
They think it’s just about sinus infections… or maybe a rash.
They picture some mildew in a bathroom or a leaky basement.
Or yucky stuff growing on old bread.
But mold toxicity — mycotoxin illness — can affect and unravel every part of your life.
🧠 Mentally:
You feel like you’re losing your mind.
You can’t think clearly, forget why you walked into a room, or struggle to remember words mid-sentence.
Anxiety takes over, panic rushes in, and you wonder where the old you went.
Dark thoughts pop up out of nowhere, and they’re really scary.
Anger and rage become a typical response to everyday occurrences.
🏃🏻♀️Physically:
You’re tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix, if you can actually sleep.
Your joints ache, your hormones are off, your gut is a mess.
Weird symptoms become the everyday norm.
Food sensitivities multiply, your weight shifts for no reason, and your body starts to feel foreign.
💔 Emotionally:
You start to feel broken.
You try to explain it but no one really understands.
You get told “You’re just stressed” or “It’s probably just part of getting older.”
And deep down, you start to question if this is all in your head.
Am I crazy? What if I am?
🙏 Spiritually:
It strips away your resilience.
You feel disconnected — from others, from your own body, even from your own mind.
You may still smile, still show up, still press on…
But behind the scenes, you’re holding it together with threads.
The spiritual warfare absolutely rages around you, with no understanding of where it’s coming from. But it’s very, VERY dark.
And the hardest part?
It’s invisible.
Mold illness really doesn’t look like anything on the outside.
But it feels like your life is quietly falling apart on the inside.
This has been our lives for a few years now, because we were fighting a battle we couldn’t see, in a house we thought was safe.
Out of respect for my family, I won’t share every detail. But I will share about myself.
And I can tell you this: it has changed everything.
I’ll dive more into each one of these soon🩵
