06/27/2016
Today in my Yoga practice I realized something... I felt something... I felt my biceps, triceps and shoulders firing... I felt my abs lifting me... I examined my body and felt something working itself out in my lower back and tailbone... I felt heavy, I felt stiff... To be honest, I got a little discouraged... I thought to myself, I feel weak?!? But I kept with my flow, breathing deeply, and taking the time to reexamine my body and my thoughts... Then this is what came to mind and I knew it was right because my body was telling me, and my mind was telling me, and I know, since doing my practice that when the mind, body, and soul connects, it's not wrong... And this is what it all said:
"You have to power through your current weaknesses to transition to your next level of strongness." Right then I knew, it wasn't weakness, or that I had gone backwards, but in all of its beauty I was experiencing a transition, a part of my transformation, a step in the right direction to move forward...
To feel and be so conscious of my body and every muscle engaging to make me go some place new in my practice was amazing (and a bit scary) because I have not truly felt that before or at least been aware of it! That's showing me I'm growing in body awareness and that's a brain muscle too!
I'd like to say, Please trust your life's journey. Explore it and embrace it, even the parts we do not think are so great! All of it has a purpose! DO make it happen, DO NOT talk yourself out of it!