Bryce's Brain Cancer Battle

Bryce's Brain Cancer Battle Bryces Journey Battling a rare grade IV brain tumor, CNS Embryonal Tumor NOS

It wasn't supposed to end like this. I'm missing you something fierce Brycie. Throughout the great, the bad and the ugl...
01/18/2025

It wasn't supposed to end like this.
I'm missing you something fierce Brycie.
Throughout the great, the bad and the ugly,
You always wore this smile.
There's nothing in this world that could of prepared
Me for a life without you in it.

I love you more than you'll ever know.
Forever Five. Forever Missed. I love you B.

It's crazy what grief will have you missing. This is the best description of "scanxiety" I've ever read. 3 long years. ...
01/09/2025

It's crazy what grief will have you missing.

This is the best description of "scanxiety" I've ever read.
3 long years. Going through all the feelings....every time....still new and raw as ever.

I'm so happy you're free'd of that life Bryce.
I'm so sorry I couldn't save you.
I wish I knew what I know now, 3 years ago.

My heart breaks more and more, everyday without you. I miss and love you so much.
😢💔

12/19/2024

One of the few times I recorded you saying mommy

What a hell this is.. living life without you Bryce.

This was our last Christmas as a family of 6.

Missing you more than words can represent
Hurting more than pain can reflect

I love you so much.

God help me through the end of the year.

12/06/2024

Even at 3 days old... you were smiling.
Life is so hard without you in it.
Still waiting to get up from the nightmare

11/25/2024

Tomorrow....

I don't know how I'm supposed to go on through the day
This isn't right
I shouldn't be celebrating your life and birthday without you here
I'm so crushed beyond repair
I love you so much Bryce. You are on my mind 24/7

Little did I know this would be your last birthday here.
You looked so good.
Your sweet smile.
I would do anything to have you here with me

11/11/2024

I miss you so much Bryce.
Mommy loves you.

11/03/2024

This was exactly 365 days ago.
The longer without you.
The more I hurt.
Having a really hard time finding any kind of happiness.
This isn't how it's supposed to be.
My heart feels like it's shattered into a trillion pieces.
I want to scream.
This cannot be reality.
I will never understand why.
I've tried to rationalize it in my head.
I've tried to understand.
I've tried to come to peace with it.
The harder I try the angrier I become.

You were the best gift given to me.
And although i knew how precious time really was.
And although I took advantage of any extra time I had, I made sure to spend with you.
I still feel like I was robbed.
This is torture and torment to the highest of degrees.

I want so badly to accept it.
I want so badly to be happy for you.
To know you're in heaven, living your best life.
But it's seemingly damn near impossible.

God I know all things with You are possible...
So please allow me to accept that my sweet little baby Bryce
Is in heaven with You
Allow me to accept that
I will never hear his voice again
I will never have the chance to embrace him in my arms again
I will never get to see him blow out his birthday candles again
I will never hear his belly laugh again
I will never hear him sing along to songs again
I will never watch him glow up every room he walks into again.
I wont see him grow from a child, then teen, then adult

I'm mad at the world. I'm mad at myself. I'm mad that childhood cancer is even a thing.
I just want to wake up from this nightmare.

Lord God please have mercy.
This is a loss that is unbearable.

I miss you so freaking much Bryce. I love you so much.

10/30/2024

Oh Bryce....
Aislynn finally opened up today.
I was so worried about her...
She misses you like crazy...and feels lost without you.
She told me she felt like she is a boat out in the middle of the ocean and she lost her anchor when you passed away. 💔
She admitted that she's been reading so much so she doesn't have to face the reality of you not being here with us anymore. 💔
God I pray that you mend her sweet broken heart. May you wrap her with loving arms and let her feel your presence. Let her know Bryce is with her in all that she does.

We love you so much Brycie.. miss you more than words can ever explain.
Forever with us in all we do. I love you so much big boy. ❤️

😭 you were the sweetest baby. Had nothing but smilesThe trunk or treat festivities are comingAnd you won't be here rocki...
10/22/2024

😭 you were the sweetest baby.
Had nothing but smiles
The trunk or treat festivities are coming
And you won't be here rocking the cutest outfit.
2021 you had to go in for your second chemo cycle
We were allowed to go in late..so you were admitted at like 10pm on the 31st.
2022 you had just came home from your second craniotomy (in 3 months)
2023 you were 1 month in an all organic diet... i had almost weened you off all 17 medications that you were taking.
God I'm seriously struggling here.
I feel like my purpose in life has been stolen from me.

I love you Brycie.
The pain of living without you is unbearable.
Sure I can put on a good face around everyone.
But the truth of the matter is ... I'm broken.
I love you B.

10/20/2024

Having a really hard time without you Bryce.
During the worst of our days..
July 2021 when you started having seizures....
You still made us crack up...
You were fake laughing ... but it was so sweet.
I spend my nights watching your videos crying until I fall asleep.
I hug your sharkie pillow and I pray you come see me in my dreams.
This isn't fair.
I don't know how I'm supposed to go on without you.
I never saw this day coming.
I truly thought you'd make it.
There is no loss like this one.

Forever 5. Forever missing you.

10/17/2024

Moceri tradition.
We used to do this everytime I came back from Sam's Club when Isabella Aislynn and Brooks were babies.
Then we had Brycie.
And we were able to relive those moments again, with our older kiddos sharing our joy that it brought
Something so simple as a cardboard box ride.
The house is much quieter without your lively voice Bryce.
I miss you more than words could ever explain
I love you so much. Still can't wrap my mind around the fact that you're not here with us. I hope you know how much you're loved and missed.
Disregard the horrible video skills I had back then.
God grant me the courage to face each day with a part of me missing
God give my love to Bryce
God grant me the strength to be a good mom for my older 3
God grant me understanding as to why this had to happen
God I know You have the bigger picture, just please help me see what You see.
Most days I feel defeated. Mad. Broken. Sad. Lost.
But I know I have a loving husband and 3 sweet growing babies that need me, so I've got to keep on keeping on.
I'm grateful to have captured small glimpses of Bryce's life, most mornings that's the only way I can start my day.
I love you bud.

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