04/28/2026
Today, I turn 46. I am so incredibly proud of and grateful for the journey. My 40’s have been about becoming more fully me.
Looking back, my 30’s were spent still trying to find success and happiness by following the path I was told was the right one to walk. I finished all of my medical training, found my first job in medicine as a hospitalist, burned out, went back for more training, and started my second “real” job in medicine, as medical director of a small palliative care service. At the same time, I got divorced, tried to figure out who I was on the other side of a marriage and medical residency, found my horses, my deep connection to the land, fell in love with the person who had always lifted me up, had two beautiful boys, and moved to Colorado. (as I look back, it’s amazing that all of that happened in 10 years).
My 40’s have been about realizing that burnout for me is that I was never meant to fit inside the system whose highest value is productivity. It’s been about finding my own footing and beginning to step away from the system. It’s about falling in love with myself and the journey and allowing myself to dream big… and connecting with the anger because I believed all the people along the way (especially in medicine) who told me to stay small, that I gave my power away to them because I was taught that success was dependent on making other people happy, even when the cost was losing myself.
I am profoundly humbled by the journey and so grateful to be exactly where I am today. I have incredible people in my life, incredible teachers, and am so excited to see where the journey takes me.
This is my medicine and my work… to be deeply connected to the land, to the animals, to bridge mind, body, and soul health, and to be in relationship to death and dying so that I may help others live more intentionally. This is my medicine…to help women to come into deep relationship with their bodies and themselves… because once you can hear your own voice and wisdom and feel your own power and beauty, you no longer tolerate the life that is stealing your health, energy, joy, and power.
Thank you to for this beautiful photo shoot!