28/12/2025
This was the year I put my money where my mouth was and started + finished things I’d been telling myself I’d do… for years.
The last few years before this were survival based lol. I was just trying to keep my head above water, but this year gave me space, ruthless honesty, and consistent action.
Funnily enough, I didn’t start out with any resolutions. I didn’t have many “goals”, but more things happened than in the last 5 years combined.
I simply set out to take a little action towards what I wanted every day, and it all accumulated a lot.
No intensity, no grand gestures… just head-down, old fashioned, uncomfortable (yet tolerable) work.
I learned to focus + tolerate discomfort through fitness and restraint. Through each rep, I found a way to dig a little deeper, and realized that I felt better when I did than when I quit, said “oh it’s fine”, and put off my goals for another year… yet again.
I faced a lot of fears and realized they have nothing on me, and are 100% worse in my head, 100% of the time.
I learned makeup, style, and flowers (after saying I would for 5 years), dyed my hair, became a CPT (I bought the course in 2018 💀), PRed my 5k (a goal since 2008!), and dealt with health things (a brain MRI + skin check I’d been dreading).
It felt good.
2025 was a lot of recalibration, questioning stories, and creating new ones - I feel fortified again going into 2026 and of course I’ll share all of them here with you.
Stay tuned for new coaching packages for 2026, they’ll open here on 1/5. 💜
