09/05/2024
This week I did a couple of tarot readings for some new clients.
Something that came up a few times, was the theme of "ISOLATION."
-though we've rising from quarantine, it seems that many of us are still struggling, isolated by this old chapter, slowed down on pages turning.
Tbh,
I'm just trying to redefine, refine, and rebirth.
Yet, the resurgence of my soul has been...
Slow, this time around.
I've dealt with so much heartbreak and heartache over the latest years. and my most recent breakup(ATL) was devastating and I question EVERY relationship of those who still entertain friendship with the sick f**k or even listen to the f**king muck he spews.
Thus, I've chosen to reisolate so that my Aries heart may heal and I can find the beauty in trusting again.
My passions drained and my heart maimed.
There are real friends who chose to let him die along with all the magic I brought to our table. But I SEE the ones who haven't.
Additionally business has been slow AF and I can barely get people to come to yoga anymore - BUT, I'm told from every angle; "I love what you're doing! Don't ever stop!"
But when do I give up?
I feel so burned out and unsupported by the community I've built and poured my soul into?
So many people prefer the "froufrou, get your workout in, *boutique yoga* and it makes my stomach turn.
If I relinquish my philosophy and only give 1/10 of what yoga offers, maybe finances will come in waves?
-So many fake friends, false narratives, flagrant bills, and manipulative c***s.
(I said, what I said)
Seems like no one keeps their word anymore.
Or maybe we're all just too stimulated - by offers and opportunities that seem "fresh and new." Or maybe people just lack loyalty, accountability, responsibility, and longevity.
-my brain this morning.
💚Still loving, everyone - regardless of today's emotion and rollercoasters 🎢