10/11/2022
I remember when I was younger back in my dear Colombia. I was standing on a street waiting for the bus that would take me to the gym where I was teaching a spin class. Very early, maybe 5:30 am. I was looking towards the route that would bring that bus. Standing there by myself, indefensible, distracted in the strong still subtle energy of the morning. This guy comes behind me and grabs my butt. Hard, with some kind of possessiveness nobody gave him the ability to have. He looked at me and kept walking like nothing happened. I was shocked and froze for a second. He kept walking like nothing. Like he, for some reason was entitled to touch my body. To cross that limit of body and emotions. probably feeling the power of a great man. Because he touched me without knowing me, without any permission. He kept walking slowly probably feeling the triumph of grabbing a piece of flesh. Like there was no human being attached to that piece of my body. He kept walking like nothing happened. It was maybe only seconds until I started running behind him. With my fist up as if I was carrying a weapon. No fear was in my body but a lot of anger. I run just after him, and with my fist as my weapon I hit his back. Right on his left side, right on his heart side. On his back, on the back of his heart I hit him. With all my anger, with all my strength I hit him.I didn’t scream, not sound came out of my mouth, because all the energy I put it on the power to hit him. He tripped and kept walking like nothing happened. My hand and my whole body were shaking. And he kept walking, like nothing happened, like that story was over. But it wasn’t for me. I kept looking at him, with a tear running down my cheek. A tear that was there to remind me of my power and my strength. To remind me his smallness and my greatness. And even tho he kept walking, like nothing happened, I stood there looking at him, feeling the anger, feeling the rage but feeling my feelings. There with me alone I felt bigger, I felt I had the ability to be my own defender, my own protector. And still he kept waking like not happened…