09/10/2024
It’s wild to me that in the beginning of my journey of self improvement…
I was prescribed and taking antidepressants which helped me and the imbalance of my happy hormones (Dopamine, Oxytocin, Serotonin, & Endorphins) in my brain. It did truly help, when I took it I felt a sense of relief and happiness throughout my body, spirit and soul. It helped me want more out of life again.
Well I believe, the past few years that same antidepressant that originally helped the hormone imbalance in my brain, may have been making me more depressed, fatigue, angry, moody, sad, and antisocial!
I’ve recently stopped taking this antidepressant and I’m so glad I have. Energy is rising again, my joy for life is returning. It’s helped me clear out ALL negative and toxic influences in my life. I found my lord savior, peace and tranquillity to help me gain my life and enthusiasm back.
I almost feel as though, after the meds did their job, then they started reversing the great results/affect on me due to being on them for too long! I probably could have stopped them sooner, but it takes time to listen to my body and realize what may be helping or hindering my growth and progress.
So, I’ll continue to self asses and see how I do and feel daily….. but I’m loving this path I’m currently on and I have my lord God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit to thank for helping me come back to life. (Amen for that 🙏🏻)
I prayed, and the mighty lord answered! Not right away, but I received my answer.
For too long I kept saying my higher power. I KNOW and believe now that MY higher power is God! Jesus sacrificed for me to live and be happy, I see and believe it now. Now I won’t do anything but trust and believe in God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit.
In my recovery from narcotics over the years (10+ years and counting), I didn’t believe in God! Now with praying, loving, and worshiping of my mighty lord and savior Jesus Christ, I know I’m a child of God and he has my best interests in mind and will make them come alive! Let God guide you! He saved me and he can save you.