02/02/2024
I am having a very hard morning. I told my son to leave and find his way last night. I am sitting here with tears asking God if this is the right thing to do. There is a level of peace within me, At the same time, the mom in me is worried and afraid something will happen to him. My 23 year old son, who knows everything and won't accept wisdom is extremely difficult to live with. He's rude at times, entitlthed and have issues that he needs to work out with a therapist. Last night was the final straw for me, the attitude & disrespect in his tone/ posture, I'm not accepting. I love him dearly and I pray life teaches him and he's open to listen. God, I ask that you watch over him and keep him safe, let him surrender to your will for his life. Guide his path in the midst of his dark times. Please cover my son and let no harm come his way. Let his silence dark thoughts be arrested with your voice, let his lonely nights be comforted by the Holy Spirit, saturate his pain with your unconditional love. Allow his heart and gifted mind to be renewed with your word that's been sowed and planted in him. I pray this in Jesus name. Amen
