22/04/2025
5 years ago I was living in DC, constantly stressed out, surviving on less than 6 hours of sleep, working under constant fluorescent lighting, and constantly bloated.
I didnāt feel good in my own body and my mind felt fuzzy, and I didnāt understand why.
Then the pandemic happened.
I moved back in with my parents and started to finally slow down. I didnāt have a 45-minute long commute. I was able to sleep. I was surrounded by nature in the suburbs. I had my parentsā dogs to walk and play with.
Something in me shifted. I switched from survival mode to being able to finally relax.
A few months after the pandemic began, when things started to slow down, Sebastian and I decided to travel to Colorado, New Mexico, and Arizona.
I fell in LOVE with the outdoors.
Keep in mind I had never been camping and always āhated natureā (I think I more so just thought it was cool to not be about the outdoors, but this is for another time).
I finally started feeling like myself again. I began to relax. I finally had energy again.
Being outside in nature calmed me into a state I had never felt before. I finally learned it was OK to slow down and take it easy.
Now, instead of running from one place to the next constantly stressed out over work, my health, and other responsibilities, I choose to spend my time in the garden, paddle boarding on the river, and hiking in the mountains.
In turn, nature has helped heal me.
Itās shifted me into a state of ease where I finally feel energized in the mornings and ready to take on the day.
Thank you Mother Earth! ššš
Show her some kindness today and pull some stink net, clean up trash, or plant some flowers.
Say thank you to the birds, bees, and even those insects you love to hate š