05/06/2026
I didn't want to just stop feeling incredibly anxious and lonely, I wanted to feel whole again.
Somewhere in the midst of motherhood you lose yourself without even realizing it....and I didn't know how much I had lost of myselt until my body started showing me symptoms that I had reached my max capacity and was past burnout.
Anxiety
Depression
Body hives
Anger
Resentment
Insomnia
Intrusive thoughts
Rage
Loneliness
Hyper independence
People pleasing
I always thought if I just keep pushing through, time will make it better. But time never healed me, and what I was feeling was taking away more time from my life.
Time of me not being present with my kids.
Time of me ruminating in my thoughts.
Time of feeling frozen and not being able to live life within and outside of motherhood.
Time of not wanting to bond with my husband.
Time of blaming, shaming, and hating myself for snapping at my kids and wondering why I couldn't just do better.
I lost so much time, but that's what anxiety and depression do.
I was so focused on my pain, I could never see or feel the good in my life.
My kids were never the cause of how I felt, they just brought out of me the many years of unhealed wounds and pain that I had not felt, understood, or healed....
And that's where my story changed.
I had to heal me, not run away or try to change my kids and not blame my husband.
My mind knew what to do, my soul knew what it needed, but my body had stored pain was in control.
I learned how trauma or unhealed wounds are stored in the body, causing illogical responses...the ones that brought me to my knees with mom guilt nightly.
I learned how to move my emotions and be present with them, so I stop hating and shaming myself for the thoughts I was having and became curious to get to the root causes.
I learned the what you see comes from how safe your body feels, and mine was always scanning for threat and danger, keeping me stuck in survival mode and always on edge.
I learned that even with all my mistakes I am worthy of love.
I found myself in motherhood, and now I help moms do the same.
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