05/08/2024
🌟 **Life Update & A New Chapter** 🌟
Over the past 8 months I pushed hard to put on 20lbs, aiming to regain some of the muscle lost during three challenging years of chronic back pain and decreased training intensity. My coach and I had set our sights on one more competition at the end of August, planning to start prep just this past weekend. But life has its twists and turns, doesn’t it?
Two weeks ago, I had to accept reality. Despite my determination and mindset of invincibility, my back had other plans. 🏳️ Surrendering to what my body desperately needs, I am now gearing up for spinal fusion surgery scheduled for next week.
This isn’t a post of woes. I feel incredibly fortunate for my health, the unwavering support of my family and friends, and access to exceptional care. This is about recognizing the strength in vulnerability, understanding when to listen to your body, and accepting that we aren’t invincible. THIS IS TOUGH TO DO!
Yes, I’m scared—terrified, to be honest. But I’m also certain that I’ll be back, stronger and better than ever. That’s a promise! 💪🔥
For anyone who’s ever battled chronic pain, you know it’s a beast, both mentally and physically. I’m sharing my journey not just to update you but to remind us all: it’s okay to adjust our sails when the winds change direction.
Here’s to healing, hope, and coming back stronger. 🌈✨