10/23/2024
Columbus appointment update: Blood work was good.
I saw Dr. Choe instead of my NP Nick this time and I do not feel like she even has a clue what goes on with me. Travis and I left this appointment confused and upset.
She was trying to prescribe more medications for things I don’t agree with, giving me no explanation and wasn’t hearing anything I had to say about already being on one of these medications and it wrecking my liver function so I was taken off of it almost year ago……. Like wtf lady?! We aren’t doing this again, it was already done, it’s right there in my chart.
Secondly, I’m NOT going back on prednisone as a solution to my joint pain. I WILL SUFFER before I go through that BS again. I was weaned off of 40mg after transplant and it was horrible!!! I gained a massive amount of weight, retained water, and had really bad moon face. I am STILL struggling with my weight because of this!! Not to mention the withdrawals from long term steroid use is horrific!
She started asking me about depression, am I depressed? Hell yes I am! Who in their right mind wouldn’t be in my shoes?! Every single time I have to make that 2 hour trip to Columbus I’m depressed and my anxiety is sky high worrying constantly if I’m gonna get told my cancer is back. She says, I see here you were on Effexor XR, we can put you back on that if it helped or we can do lexapro. Umm. NO. We aren’t putting me back on that it wasn’t prescribed by you or prescribed for depression. I was taking it via my OBGYN for hot flashes and it didn’t help worth a s**t.
I honestly don’t know what to think, say, or do right now.
This is the worst experience I’ve had with Columbus and now I get to have anxiety for a solid month because I see this woman again in November. 🤷♀️
I apologize for the rant.
I really don’t know what to do with this buffet of WTF today.