I’m just a very damaged person, at war with a brain trying to kill me and I post stolen tumblr pos
Operating as usual
Therapist: you seem to be hyper fixated on being on some inside joke with your peer group.
Me: look. You have to work VERY HARD to get me to miss the advertisements. Everyone is just trying to sell me stuff..
Therapist: how did you capitalize your speech just no-
Me: it isn’t easy to DRINK in the reality, Doc.*stands up*
Therapist: wha- you’re hardly making se-
Me: if it ain’t TWISTED TEA, it aint hard to accomplish.
Therapist: God dammit...we’re done here. Just get out of my office...you know you shouldn’t consume alcoholic beverages irresponsibility...
Ok. What flat footed Weiner reported me for myast post.
I share something personal after being gone a few days and you call in the welfare checkers?
Thanks but f**k you, gtfo. You don’t get to be here.
Schizoaffective for me as a duality￼.
Half of me is it Manic sociopath. Attempting to cover up my Suicidal tendencies with overt positivity In a very socially aware progression￼ and cheerful irony. Helping the disparaged that end up screwing me over while I practice frontier psychology on them.
Half of me is a depressed apath powered by bitterness, physical longing and various street drugs￼ dragging my corpse from my bed to my gas station job and back at 4-5 graveyard shifts a week. Secret hoping I get shot in a robbery or that some calamity happens where the structure of employment becomes irrelevant.
Every two weeks or so sees a rotation of various psychotic symptoms. From cotards delusion, paranoid ideation of electric fires, a-bomb anxiety, the idea that I’m an awakening witch. The simulation that I am developing A.I. A Truman style reality game show where I have to avoid as many plot progressions as possible and an agoraphobia that mskes it hard leave my room. And a constant day dream that my coworkers and managers are Other patients and nurs s in an in-patient clinic my brain thinks is a retail worker job. ￼Throw in some gang stalking Researchers/government agents/witch hunters/gang members and enough quantum physics knowledge to make it make sense and enough reality to know how fragile existence actually is at the moment and you have (my life).￼
That is schizoaffective in my experience.
Yea, sure, you like my memes and existential dread but are you willing to help build a community willing to support neurodevergance exclusively?
To help pull our brothers and sisters and nonbinary siblings out of the muck that neurotypical majority leave them stranded in?
I want things to be better. Not just for me but for you as well..
I aim to advocate not only for understanding but strive for appreciation and using your psychology detriments￼ to your benefit.
Match that energy. 🌟
I’m sick of managing expectations that seem explicitly made for me to never meet. It’s time to set our own expectations of success. .
[12/12/20] NOPE, NOPE. YUR DONE. GET OUT. OUT OUT OUT. YOU CAN LEAVE. TAKE YOUR FRIENDS AND GO. GET. GET THE F**K OUT. LEAVE NOW. GOOD BYE IT WAS TERRIBLE MEETING YOU AND I’D RATHER COMMIT￼ SEPPUKU OVER BEING CURSED WITH YOUR PRESENCE EVER. GIT GIT GIT GONE. SAYONARA￼. DENIED DENIED. LEAVE NOW BECAUSE THE POLICE HAVE ALREADY BEEN ALERTED AND WILL BE HERE SOON. BYE
[12/11/20] One of my favorite dr*g dealers was in a nasty car accident earlier this week. They took him off life support last night due to lack of brain activity. They pulled the plug on my plug....
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