This Is The Way I Live

02/25/2026

This is my current lifeline

02/25/2026

2026 has been kicking my butt in a completely different way than 2025 did.

In 2025 I was mentally sick for 3 months until I moved away from that horrific landlord. In 2026 this is been the third time that I have been physically sick with an illness. Literally down for the count for several days. I'm a little afraid for 2027 am I going to be broken?

02/16/2026

On valentine's day, not for Valentine's Day my husband and I went to see a live performance of Stomp. I would highly recommend this show if you have not been to anything theatrical this would be a great place to start.

We have found a love for all things theater along our recovery Journey. We definitely look forward to going to see Riverdance in April.

02/09/2026

Just because I do not ask about you, does not mean that I do not care.

I don't want to ask about you for my sanity and well-being. I need to separate myself from all of you, not because I do not love you, but because I love myself.

I often put your wants/needs ahead of my own, and when I had to set a boundary with this, you became angry and wanted to negatively talk about me behind my back. That is not what loving parents do.

I want to remind you that the one thing I said that you thought was awful; however, I hear several things that you have said, not to my face, but behind my back.

Send a message to learn more

01/21/2026

Look at who must be feeling better and walking around

01/19/2026

Here's something crazy...

Have you ever cut someone out of your life and not talk to them but yet find out that they're currently mad at you for a situation that happened after you cut them out of your life?

I have! These toxic gaslighting narcissistic individuals have the audacity to be mad at me when I have not spoken to you since I cut you off about a month ago. It's literally mind-blowing that I continue to be the topic of your conversation so that you can kick up and stir the drama pot. I've always been the scapegoat but no more cuz this time I said bye-bye

01/19/2026

This about sums it up.
Trust and believe I only have #1's in my life!

If I identify you as #2 or #3 you might as well go crawl right back to that entitled life that you came from.

I literally have no guilt or shame, if I identify you as #2 or #3 and we share the same blood I will treat you like a stranger! Ask my parents they will tell you that my disappear game is strong and I will have no regrets or resentments!

When someone is closer to their expiration date then they are their birth date there is an expectation of being better. When you are so stuck in your ignorant self-centered ways and you are that close to your expiration date trust and believe I've had your funeral while you're still breathing.

01/16/2026

Out here living my best life. Feeling so much lighter.

When people show you who they are believe them!

Setting boundaries with people is a necessity when they're unhealthy and refused to see that changes necessary.

When they realize you know yourself worth and demand the respect that you worked for and they want to play Silly games it's time to cut ties because silly games get you stupid prizes.

01/11/2026

01/10/2026

Lord....what was I thinking??? Two toddlers and a pr***en up at 7am. I don't do mornings or little people.

My higher power is testing me by allowing these little people in my very non-childproof home and my quiet safe space.

My cats are also hiding and terrified as they not at all used to other people let alone kids

01/07/2026

The universe is putting this in my site because its what I need to see