04/28/2024
As of yesterday christopher has been gone for 2 1/2 years. I feel like it's been much longer sense I heard his voice or felt his hug...and in a unreal sense, it feels like just weeks ago he was taken from us. I'll never get over the trauma he endured. I'll never get over watching my son slowly die right before my eyes. I'm not sure the nightmares will ever subside.
I am still learning how to move forward one day at a time. I'm sad he never got justice. I'm sad he didn't have a chance. I'm still devastated that every day is without him physically here with us.
It's a horrible reality to live happily, when deep down your broken and your heart combats your will to have happiness and hope every single day. But I'm trying....
I love you Christopher Andrew! I know your with me keeping me strong. Thank you