10/12/2025
We are taught to chase more. More success. More love. More proof that we matter.
Since childhood, the chase has been woven into us. I remember one of my first lessons in it - I was in third grade. The student who read the most books in a month would win lunch with Mrs. Chapel, one of the kindest, most beautiful teachers I knew.
I read and read to win that lunch. And when the day came, I was proud. But as I buckled into her car and sat across from her at the restaurant table, my pride dissolved. I froze. I couldn’t eat or speak. I stared at her, silent, holding back nervous tears and awkward words. I missed my friends. I missed my parents. And I wondered, “Why did I want this in the first place?”
That moment planted a seed I wouldn’t understand for decades.
Just this week, I saw that same pattern resurfaced. A carrot dangled in front of me, and I began to chase it, not because it arose from the soul or stirred joy within, but because I fell into a trance of keeping up, of taking the next logical step in the race of becoming more. I caught myself mid-run on the hamster wheel, and stopped. I know that motion well. For years, it defined my life.
As a psychotherapist, I had what many would call success. A full calendar, long waitlist, clients transforming, and work that mattered. From the outside, it looked like I had arrived. Inside, I was quietly unraveling. I was the therapist, receptionist, biller, and emergency contact all in one. My creativity dimmed. My body spoke in symptoms I refused to feel. The shadow of “more” disguised itself as service, as excellence, as compassion. But beneath it all, it was fear. Fear of not being enough unless I was producing, healing, or proving my value through others’ transformation.
Then I found Systemic Family Constellations, and everything began to shift. With each constellation, I could feel my heart awakening to the beat of purpose. My soul began to breathe again. The places in my life where I had been tolerating “just enough” became intolerable. Relationships changed. Offerings evolved. My definition of success dissolved and regenerated in extraordinary ways. I witnessed how quickly the soul moves when it’s given space.
The drive for more transformed. What once sought approval, status, and the hollow measures of worth - from my childhood home to the world of business - now flowed differently. “More” became the pulse of spirit, a widening of presence, a natural unfolding of what wants to emerge. It is no longer measured in numbers, productivity, achievement, or accolades, but in depth, resonance, and the hidden currents of life moving through me.
More is now attuned with the infinite. Abundance without scarcity, mystery without expectation, a deep belonging to life and to the generous moment. Each yes, each release, each breath becomes a gateway into the evolutionary current where the soul moves with fluidity and life’s subtle alchemy unfolds without force.
This week, I thanked my soul for remembering me when I drifted from alignment. In moments of expansion, we are most tempted by the lure of “do this, achieve that.” The promises of quick success, recognition, or growth pull us away from the deeper current of our true knowing.
But staying connected to our deeper current is where the true magic happens. Real manifestation does not come from following someone else’s blueprint or rule book to the “next level.” It comes from tuning into your own pulse, listening to the subtle currents of your purpose, and moving with the intelligence of your soul. Magic shows up when you stop chasing and start being - when you bring your unique gifts fully into the world through the channels that life has provided you as a conduit of creation.
When I complete my morning pages or moonshine reflections, I typically sign and seal my writing with “thank you Universe, more please.” And for me, the message - “more please” - is an agreement with the Field that is co-creating with me. It’s a full bodied yes to the art of “more” as written in the stars.
It is the breath between worlds, the place where your longing meets the creative pulse of the universe and requires…
An opening in your mind.
An opening in your expectations.
An opening that allows the mystery to enter.
I have crafted my new Program to teach you the techniques I’ve learned on co-creating with the cosmic pulse, on connecting heaven and earth in an embodied rhythm, and accessing prosperity in its truest essence. The Alchemical Team I’ve put together are all folks who have had an incredible impact on my life and I’m excited to share them with you. Together we will transmit the codes of radiant wealth and invite you into a level of life that is beyond current comprehension.
Through sound, we’ll vibrate with the frequencies of enlivened life force.
Through the creation of altars, we’ll call the divine into form.
Through devotion to our body, our nourishment, and self-love, we’ll honor the sacred temple of being alive.
Every act of care is intentional and every choice towards love opens another portal of “more.”
Our agreement to “more” welcomes the light of Venus to rise in our sky and amplify the pulse of joy to hum louder than our fear.
The universe mirrors what we emit and amplifies it in waves beyond sight.
Every desire, every song of our heart, ripples through the sea and returns multiplied.
Trust this.
This is how you become a creator of and collaborator with the more.
I’m overjoyed to share that my upcoming Generational Alchemy: the Pulse of Purpose, Breath of Abundance Program dismantles the chase for more and awakens the capacity to co-create the life of your dreams through magic, manifestation, and rooted phenomenological attunement! I even took my own leap of faith to “shake it up” and have morning movement and writing practices woven into the course to literally include every aspect of how I’ve stoked the light of prosperity for Seeing with Your Heart.
This journey will tend to the very roots of what is holding you back from making the impact you want to make and deeply nourish the place where real, lasting success grows: the energetics beneath it all. Because lasting success doesn’t come from push, force, and grind – it comes from the art of emergence and healthy, rhythmic alignment.
This Program will take you into the moments where you pull back into unconscious inherited loyalties. You’ll be invited to travel into the underworld, meet the chorus of conditioning gripping your frequency and setting off sneaky mind-bombs that convince you that your status-quo is comfortable. Here, you’ll walk through the fire, gather your light, alchemize burdens into blessings, and come out the other side with the courage and clarity to step into your true pulse of purpose.
To learn more about Generational Alchemy: The Pulse of Purpose, the Breath of Abundance, click here. I’d love to have you in this circle. https://seeingwithyourheart.com/generational-alchemy/