11/23/2025
This Is Church. This Is Family.
Today I witnessed something I will carry in my heart for the rest of my life.
In the middle of one of the hardest seasons our family has ever walked through, our church gathered around us - not out of obligation, not out of routine, but out of genuine, Spirit-led love.
They prayed over us, covered us, wept with us, and stood in the gap where our strength is running thin.
As I looked around that room, the Holy Spirit settled over me in a way I can’t explain.
And I knew deep in my spirit -
This is what church is meant to be.
This is what family looks like.
Not just Sunday services.
Not just songs or sermons.
But the body of Christ, linking arms and lifting one another up when the road is long and the burden is heavy.
After the service, we found Logan in the car, overwhelmed and trying to hold back tears. He crumbled into my arms- not saying much, but feeling everything. I could sense the question he’s been wrestling with for months and as he faced the possibility of another hospital stay and another insurance denial on Friday.
“Why does it have to be this hard?”
Even unspoken, the weight of it was there.
As a mom, it broke me.
As a believer, it reminded me that God often does His deepest work in the places that feel the most impossible.
The most uncomfortable.
He is shaping something in Logan (and our family) that only the fire can forge.
We still don’t know what tomorrow holds. We’re waiting to hear whether insurance will overturn the denial so we can leave for Boston and begin treatment.
We are exhausted, hopeful, scared, and grateful - all at once.
But this I know:
God is good.
God is present.
God goes before us.
And God sends people to carry you when your legs are trembling.
What happened in that sanctuary today wasn’t just a moment.
It was a reminder that even in uncertainty, even in suffering, even in waiting…
We are not walking alone.
This is church.
This is family.
This is the goodness of God on full display.